Haluu2... lamak eh sik tulis blog, buk hari tok elek cket... em... honestly, i dont klnow wheter i shud write anything i thought in mind now... but its kinda hard to hold.. ^^ lets just hold it for this once... "i'll get better" i know i will...
banyak yang berlaku sepanjang aku sik tulis blog selamak tok... ada memori yang sweet, hepi and ada juak memori yang sakit, sedih... besa lah.. hidup sentiasa naik turun.. bak kata owg macam roda gitu.. huhu and i've been through a lot this year or shud i say this sem.
aku sik sangka sem tok akan jadi sem yang sanangat busy sampe aku terpaksa stay kat asrama time study week. slalunya, dolok sik pernah2 dalam sejarah sepanjang aku study ctok aku stay time study week.. huhu this is the first time... next sem harap aku sik busy gilak dak tok... i don't have time for myself and for others... huhu adoiyai... semoga sem tok aku dapat lulus...
sepanjang sem tok, bleh kira aku selalu nangis sebab tensen ngan keja... kadang ada time aku bleh bertindak luar akal warasku.. i've turn to be that girl again.. but thanks God, i still can deal with who i am... hope it will never get worst. i dont want to be in that place again... its hard to deal with. in facts, i dont like it either. macam polah aku makin sakit. aku pun sik maok tangga mak aku sedih gik macam dolok. dolok aku nang sik d perasaan langsung. gne2 family aku nasiht, sigek pun aku sik lalek.. hahahaha nang hati batu la... sejuk macam ais kat kutub utara... Thanks God for giving me a second life...
Yosh!!!! sekarang, i just need to force myself till da limit and fight for upcoming final exam.. moga dapat keputusan yang memuaskan la... Amin... Pray for me... Salam.
Tuesday 27 December 2011
Friday 2 December 2011
im in this situation.. sort of..
"For The First Time"
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,
She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
[x3]
Oooooo
She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,
But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Ooooo
[x3]
Yeah.....
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time
ooooo...., yeahh for the first time
(ooooo....), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)
[x4]
Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,
She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
[x3]
Oooooo
She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,
But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Ooooo
[x3]
Yeah.....
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time
ooooo...., yeahh for the first time
(ooooo....), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)
[x4]
Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
layannnn...
"Not Just You"
Darling,
I know your heart's seen better times.
I know our songs had better rhymes.
Before today, no...
Darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes.
I understand if you need your space.
Please take your time.
Before you go away, so far away,
You need to realize.
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you.
That's hurting,
It's me too.
I'm sorry,
I wasn't there to catch the fall.
I didn't hear you when you've called,
All of those nights.
Please don't forget the good days with me.
I can make back the heart aching beat
When it gets dark and it's hard to see,
I'll turn on the lights.
Before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
Hey, it's me too
I'm not giving up,
You don't have to leave,
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees,
I believe in us,
Don't give up on me,
Girl I know that you're hurting.
And I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
Forgive me, forgive me.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
(not exactly dry, baby)
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
We had it all
How could we fall,
Baby I thought we would never die.
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
It's me too
Darling,
I know your heart's seen better times.
I know our songs had better rhymes.
Before today, no...
Darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes.
I understand if you need your space.
Please take your time.
Before you go away, so far away,
You need to realize.
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you.
That's hurting,
It's me too.
I'm sorry,
I wasn't there to catch the fall.
I didn't hear you when you've called,
All of those nights.
Please don't forget the good days with me.
I can make back the heart aching beat
When it gets dark and it's hard to see,
I'll turn on the lights.
Before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
Hey, it's me too
I'm not giving up,
You don't have to leave,
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees,
I believe in us,
Don't give up on me,
Girl I know that you're hurting.
And I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
Forgive me, forgive me.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
(not exactly dry, baby)
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
We had it all
How could we fall,
Baby I thought we would never die.
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
It's me too
i'm not in mud...
aku sik tauk pa nak ditulis dalam title tok... yang aku bleh padah, mud yang sik bagus tok akan berpanjangan sampe bila2... tambah2 gik aku kinek sik lamak gik 'due'... paham2 la... macam2 benda dalam palak aku... fine, if that the choice that you only have i accept it.. but sorry, i'm too selfish so i wont behave nicely.. huhu..
tapi aku yang bodoh, aku yang degil aku yang bersalah.. mala jak memaksa.. hahahaha i am like that so what? aku kenal sapa dirik aku, ya banyak owg sik kan tahan ngan perangai aku.. aku dah la gila.. psycho.. huhu but that is still me.. i cant change coz i dont want to change... aku dah berubah sekali (whole of me)... aku sik maok berubah jadi yang lebih baik coz i dont want to be hypocrite... (penyataan ini aku tujukan ngan dirik aku, bagi sapa yang membaca, sik perlu la terasa... coz i do have more than one personalities... hahahahaha)
ya jak la... i need to focus on something more important than melayan mud aku yang sik berapa betul and bagus tok... moga aku dapat selesaikan semua and please 'AKU', jangan terus sik da mud polah keja... you got no time to be childish... be matured a while.. dah habes, you can all out... lantak la ko nak polah apa... but for now... behave you attitude for your academics... that for the better...
tapi aku yang bodoh, aku yang degil aku yang bersalah.. mala jak memaksa.. hahahaha i am like that so what? aku kenal sapa dirik aku, ya banyak owg sik kan tahan ngan perangai aku.. aku dah la gila.. psycho.. huhu but that is still me.. i cant change coz i dont want to change... aku dah berubah sekali (whole of me)... aku sik maok berubah jadi yang lebih baik coz i dont want to be hypocrite... (penyataan ini aku tujukan ngan dirik aku, bagi sapa yang membaca, sik perlu la terasa... coz i do have more than one personalities... hahahahaha)
ya jak la... i need to focus on something more important than melayan mud aku yang sik berapa betul and bagus tok... moga aku dapat selesaikan semua and please 'AKU', jangan terus sik da mud polah keja... you got no time to be childish... be matured a while.. dah habes, you can all out... lantak la ko nak polah apa... but for now... behave you attitude for your academics... that for the better...
Long Time No See ^^,
buk ada masa nak bukak blog... even im not really in the mud.. just hope that i can release by writing here then...
bila tangga blog gik, lamak eh aku sik tulis hampir dekat sebulan... banyak yang aku nak cita sbenarnya.. tapi sik pa lah... aku briefing jak.. huhu that all happen in past...
- beraya umah gerekku
-nek bus sowg2 (first time long trip)
- mak aku merajuk sik balit raya...
-tensen aku banyak keja (sampei kinek)
- pujuk mak aku bila nya g ctok mgu lepas...
- and now... im here... tensen with all things around me...
ya lah secara brief nya apa yang berlaku time aku sik tulis blog.. should i say that is the title supposed to be... hehehe tapi malas la aku nak tulis.. biarlah jadi aku kenangan antara aku, aku dan aku... huhu...
bila tangga blog gik, lamak eh aku sik tulis hampir dekat sebulan... banyak yang aku nak cita sbenarnya.. tapi sik pa lah... aku briefing jak.. huhu that all happen in past...
- beraya umah gerekku
-nek bus sowg2 (first time long trip)
- mak aku merajuk sik balit raya...
-tensen aku banyak keja (sampei kinek)
- pujuk mak aku bila nya g ctok mgu lepas...
- and now... im here... tensen with all things around me...
ya lah secara brief nya apa yang berlaku time aku sik tulis blog.. should i say that is the title supposed to be... hehehe tapi malas la aku nak tulis.. biarlah jadi aku kenangan antara aku, aku dan aku... huhu...
Friday 4 November 2011
good mood ^^
today...
balit umah gerekku... yay!!!! pat beraya sama... sik sabar eh nak jumpa nya... windu sgt3...
balit umah gerekku... yay!!!! pat beraya sama... sik sabar eh nak jumpa nya... windu sgt3...
Monday 31 October 2011
work to do...
banyak eh keja nak perlu diselesaikan before cuti.. huuhu..pa owh.. alu blur bila cita pasal keja.. adoihai...
first and foremost, carik gen cara polah web guna Joomla.. sik tauk papa ku pasal benda ya eh.. then, pinjam buku dari library pkei polah buku untuk Virtual Reality subject, then buku pkei Fuzzy logic... huhu pening3.. pa gik, owh.. em... study k web programming, pas cuti ada lab test subject ya.. huhu.. banyak eh, PTA pun belum siap.. adoi... harap2 dapat polah suma keja ya before duedate... penat eh, dah kelas suma sampei petang, sampe2 bilt penat.. yang pelik sik pat tido.. gneng juak la benda ya... then ah, lupak khamis to aku da exam untuk computer intellignce subject.. banyak gik kira2.. buk sampei classic Genetic Algorithms dah pening palak aku.. harap dipermudahkan soalan3 ya.. huhu
guy's my fwen... doakan kejayaan aku sem tok.. huhu... amin....
first and foremost, carik gen cara polah web guna Joomla.. sik tauk papa ku pasal benda ya eh.. then, pinjam buku dari library pkei polah buku untuk Virtual Reality subject, then buku pkei Fuzzy logic... huhu pening3.. pa gik, owh.. em... study k web programming, pas cuti ada lab test subject ya.. huhu.. banyak eh, PTA pun belum siap.. adoi... harap2 dapat polah suma keja ya before duedate... penat eh, dah kelas suma sampei petang, sampe2 bilt penat.. yang pelik sik pat tido.. gneng juak la benda ya... then ah, lupak khamis to aku da exam untuk computer intellignce subject.. banyak gik kira2.. buk sampei classic Genetic Algorithms dah pening palak aku.. harap dipermudahkan soalan3 ya.. huhu
guy's my fwen... doakan kejayaan aku sem tok.. huhu... amin....
Thursday 27 October 2011
windu...
jujur aku windu gerek aku...
jujur aku sik tahan gik nanggung rindu tok.. sedih eh...
sbenarnya aku blurr... huhu tapi honest aku windu...
jujur aku sik tahan gik nanggung rindu tok.. sedih eh...
sbenarnya aku blurr... huhu tapi honest aku windu...
For my love...
I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be
But you stay here right beside me
Watch as the storm goes through
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
There’s more here than what were seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
Ill be the flattered fool
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you
Gave me you
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be
But you stay here right beside me
Watch as the storm goes through
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
There’s more here than what were seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
Ill be the flattered fool
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you
Gave me you
Tuesday 25 October 2011
i'm under mistletoe
It’s the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe
I don’t want to miss out on the holiday
But I can’t stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
Everyone's gathering around the fire
Chestnuts roasting like a hot July
I should be chillin' with my folks, I know
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
Word on the street santa's coming tonight,
Reindeer's flying in the sky so high
I should be making a list I know
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
Eh, love, the wise men followed the star
The way I follow my heart
And it led me to a miracle
Eh love, don't you buy me nothing
I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips
That's a very, merry Christmas
It’s the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe
I don’t want to miss out on the holiday
But I can’t stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
Shawty with you, under the mistletoe
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe
Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh
Oh, oh ,ohhh
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe,
Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh
Oh, oh ,ohhh
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe
I don’t want to miss out on the holiday
But I can’t stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
Everyone's gathering around the fire
Chestnuts roasting like a hot July
I should be chillin' with my folks, I know
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
Word on the street santa's coming tonight,
Reindeer's flying in the sky so high
I should be making a list I know
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
Eh, love, the wise men followed the star
The way I follow my heart
And it led me to a miracle
Eh love, don't you buy me nothing
I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips
That's a very, merry Christmas
It’s the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe
I don’t want to miss out on the holiday
But I can’t stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I’mma be under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
Shawty with you, under the mistletoe
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe
Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh
Oh, oh ,ohhh
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe,
Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh
Oh, oh ,ohhh
Saturday 22 October 2011
I'm Tired
haluu... <sad tone>
jujur aku penat.. penat ngan segalanya yang ada disekeliling aku... penat nak teruskan haidup tok.. tapi aku hanya hamba yang hina... tidak ada kuasa dalam diriku yang membolehkan aku melakukan apa saja yang aku suka... i'm that little in this bog world... penat hidup aku eh... honestly, aku penat eh.. penat gilak3... sampe palak aku pun ntah macam dah sik berfungsi gik.. itry to cry but i cant... makin sakit aku asa.. last2, migrain aku yang datang... sakit giler.. kadang asa nak pecahkan jak palak tok... i wish i could dissappear even for a little time... tensen dah aku tok eh.. tensen ngan segala-galanya yang berlaku.. banyak gilak benda nak dibuat sampe aku sik cukup tangan... last, polah aku sikda mud gik nak polah semua keja yang berada di depan mata... aku penat.. JUJUR AKU PENAT SANGAT3.. (^^!!!)...
plan nak balit, tapi aku lelah nak ulang alik.. plus, i got discussion and other works to do... asa nak kuar... but, i dont have a mud for that.. kadang telintas dipikiran aku untuk merempit kat jln tengah2 malam.. kat area samarahan kompom sunyi.. but, aku takut benda len plak yang akan berlaku coz im not in the right state... bila bersama kawan2 pun aku dah sik bermaya... sik larat maok senyum.. bergembira macam dolok.. it feel different.. honestly, it is because im weak, im tired... ditambah malam2 aku si pat tido langsung.. kadang jam 3-4 baruk aku tido.. even aku aku tido awal, pagi2 at the same time aku kompom akan bangun... ntah pahal aku asa aku penat sanagt.. aduh, berat dah kepalaku.. sakit dah kepalaku... migrain aku dah datang...
Ya Allah... kuatkanlah hambamu ini agar tidak melakukan perkara yang ENGKAU mungkari.. selamatkn lah aku dari segala sakit agar dapat terus hidup di duniamu yang besar dah penuh dugaan ini... sesungguhnya, jujur aku lemah dengan semua ini... its over my limit...
jujur aku penat.. penat ngan segalanya yang ada disekeliling aku... penat nak teruskan haidup tok.. tapi aku hanya hamba yang hina... tidak ada kuasa dalam diriku yang membolehkan aku melakukan apa saja yang aku suka... i'm that little in this bog world... penat hidup aku eh... honestly, aku penat eh.. penat gilak3... sampe palak aku pun ntah macam dah sik berfungsi gik.. itry to cry but i cant... makin sakit aku asa.. last2, migrain aku yang datang... sakit giler.. kadang asa nak pecahkan jak palak tok... i wish i could dissappear even for a little time... tensen dah aku tok eh.. tensen ngan segala-galanya yang berlaku.. banyak gilak benda nak dibuat sampe aku sik cukup tangan... last, polah aku sikda mud gik nak polah semua keja yang berada di depan mata... aku penat.. JUJUR AKU PENAT SANGAT3.. (^^!!!)...
plan nak balit, tapi aku lelah nak ulang alik.. plus, i got discussion and other works to do... asa nak kuar... but, i dont have a mud for that.. kadang telintas dipikiran aku untuk merempit kat jln tengah2 malam.. kat area samarahan kompom sunyi.. but, aku takut benda len plak yang akan berlaku coz im not in the right state... bila bersama kawan2 pun aku dah sik bermaya... sik larat maok senyum.. bergembira macam dolok.. it feel different.. honestly, it is because im weak, im tired... ditambah malam2 aku si pat tido langsung.. kadang jam 3-4 baruk aku tido.. even aku aku tido awal, pagi2 at the same time aku kompom akan bangun... ntah pahal aku asa aku penat sanagt.. aduh, berat dah kepalaku.. sakit dah kepalaku... migrain aku dah datang...
Ya Allah... kuatkanlah hambamu ini agar tidak melakukan perkara yang ENGKAU mungkari.. selamatkn lah aku dari segala sakit agar dapat terus hidup di duniamu yang besar dah penuh dugaan ini... sesungguhnya, jujur aku lemah dengan semua ini... its over my limit...
Being Shut is 'better'...
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its better like this... nothing bad would happen is i keep silent from the beginning...
wish i could turn back the time...
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its better like this... nothing bad would happen is i keep silent from the beginning...
wish i could turn back the time...
Wednesday 19 October 2011
Bad girl...
lambat aku...
huhu.. tapi lamak dah sik polah...
biar sik lepas sangat tensen, tapi aku syukur wak diberi peluang...
tq sgt2 dapat lari dari semua tok biarpun untuk masa yang singkat...
now, i'm ok a bit.. just that maybe a little down rite now..
i miss my huby... mesti nya dah tido kinek...
how i miss to be in my huby's arms...
lamak sik tido ngan nya... luang masa ngan nya...
kak tok, biarpun aku and nya sama2 ada kat kuching,
still sik pat jumpa nya kedak dolok gik...
gik2 mun family nya ada... <sunyi lagi aku sendiri>
aku pun, ntah... i want to spend rya with my huby..
ntah aku rasa maok sik maok jak..
macam sik dijemput, di alu2 kan... hahahaha
but that was just my feeling...
kan best mun nya dapat beraya kat kuching... pat la aku join..
coz aku sik balit raya tok... malas...
tapi mun dah bowink gilak maybe akhirnya aku balit juak mun harapan tinggal harapan...
its hurt jadi owg yang cepat berharap tok..
last2 plan punya plan sik jadi...
dua2 pihak sakit.. menderita... how i wish i can be someone that can accept anything...
honestly, i've tried.. but still i can't...
kedak tok la jadinya... jadi mat jenin.. hahahahaha bodo2...
but gne2 pun sakit.. i cnt let my huby go...
my huby is my life... i can't live without my huby...
huhu.. tapi lamak dah sik polah...
biar sik lepas sangat tensen, tapi aku syukur wak diberi peluang...
tq sgt2 dapat lari dari semua tok biarpun untuk masa yang singkat...
now, i'm ok a bit.. just that maybe a little down rite now..
i miss my huby... mesti nya dah tido kinek...
how i miss to be in my huby's arms...
lamak sik tido ngan nya... luang masa ngan nya...
kak tok, biarpun aku and nya sama2 ada kat kuching,
still sik pat jumpa nya kedak dolok gik...
gik2 mun family nya ada... <sunyi lagi aku sendiri>
aku pun, ntah... i want to spend rya with my huby..
ntah aku rasa maok sik maok jak..
macam sik dijemput, di alu2 kan... hahahaha
but that was just my feeling...
kan best mun nya dapat beraya kat kuching... pat la aku join..
coz aku sik balit raya tok... malas...
tapi mun dah bowink gilak maybe akhirnya aku balit juak mun harapan tinggal harapan...
its hurt jadi owg yang cepat berharap tok..
last2 plan punya plan sik jadi...
dua2 pihak sakit.. menderita... how i wish i can be someone that can accept anything...
honestly, i've tried.. but still i can't...
kedak tok la jadinya... jadi mat jenin.. hahahahaha bodo2...
but gne2 pun sakit.. i cnt let my huby go...
my huby is my life... i can't live without my huby...
Tuesday 18 October 2011
my wish...
aku berharap dapt bersama si dia time raya haji tok...
dapt luangkan masa bersama..
jujur, aku rindu dia...
jujur aku cinta dia...
jujur aku perlukan dia...
Ya Allah... makbulkan lah doaku ini...
dan permudahkan segalanya untuk temukan kami...
i'm weak without si dia... aku sayang kamu..
sungguh...
dapt luangkan masa bersama..
jujur, aku rindu dia...
jujur aku cinta dia...
jujur aku perlukan dia...
Ya Allah... makbulkan lah doaku ini...
dan permudahkan segalanya untuk temukan kami...
i'm weak without si dia... aku sayang kamu..
sungguh...
Monday 17 October 2011
haluuu....
kinek kat lab fakulti tingkat 1.. honestly aku pening palak hari tok eh, tapi kejap2 nya datang.. bila dah datang bukan alang2.. saket bahagian depan palak ku... n aku perasan, sejak duak menjak tok.. start jumat lepas, aku heran pahal kadang bila aku duduk pun aku asa duinia berpusing sekeliling aku.. and i guess, that because of my head... kadang aku sik balance time jalan.. selalu langgar cia, langgar citok... aduh.. pa nak jadi ngan aku tok... palak ku makin hari makin, ntah la.. macam apa jak.. then, gastrik aku pun macam kin teruk.. tapi sik teruk ne.. cuma bila dah datang gastrik ya, aku nang sakit.. i try to be cool.. tapi dalam hanya Tuhan yang tau apa yang akuasa.. kinek tok pun palak aku asa berat semacam.. ntah kenak... dalam minggu tok juak aku bawak rileks, no more study malam2... tapi still wak nya datang.. guess maybe bukan sebab tensen.. harap sikda papa... sik larat aku nak sakit palak tiap2 hari,... huhu dah sikda owg jaga.. "suamiku" nun jauh di mata... sedih...
pa gik owh... aku pun sikda idea sebenarnya tok... kelas jam pkul 4, tapi kinek buk jak jam2:48 ptg.. argy.. what shud i do??? nak balit, kompom sik datang gik petang tok... nak sik balit, my head hurt... i'm in dilemma... mala sik datang kelas... ntah sem tok, kadang aku selalu sakit palak.. migrain aku kdang datang juak sampe aku sik pat angkat.. adoi...
kinek kat lab fakulti tingkat 1.. honestly aku pening palak hari tok eh, tapi kejap2 nya datang.. bila dah datang bukan alang2.. saket bahagian depan palak ku... n aku perasan, sejak duak menjak tok.. start jumat lepas, aku heran pahal kadang bila aku duduk pun aku asa duinia berpusing sekeliling aku.. and i guess, that because of my head... kadang aku sik balance time jalan.. selalu langgar cia, langgar citok... aduh.. pa nak jadi ngan aku tok... palak ku makin hari makin, ntah la.. macam apa jak.. then, gastrik aku pun macam kin teruk.. tapi sik teruk ne.. cuma bila dah datang gastrik ya, aku nang sakit.. i try to be cool.. tapi dalam hanya Tuhan yang tau apa yang akuasa.. kinek tok pun palak aku asa berat semacam.. ntah kenak... dalam minggu tok juak aku bawak rileks, no more study malam2... tapi still wak nya datang.. guess maybe bukan sebab tensen.. harap sikda papa... sik larat aku nak sakit palak tiap2 hari,... huhu dah sikda owg jaga.. "suamiku" nun jauh di mata... sedih...
pa gik owh... aku pun sikda idea sebenarnya tok... kelas jam pkul 4, tapi kinek buk jak jam2:48 ptg.. argy.. what shud i do??? nak balit, kompom sik datang gik petang tok... nak sik balit, my head hurt... i'm in dilemma... mala sik datang kelas... ntah sem tok, kadang aku selalu sakit palak.. migrain aku kdang datang juak sampe aku sik pat angkat.. adoi...
Thursday 13 October 2011
The Song ^^
what do you feel when your love one give you this song and mean it???? me???? i love it... i feel very happy and there is no words can describe... hepi sangat2.. jiwang gerek aku tok.. hehehe i love it.. i do ido.. to runaway with you even forever.. i really do... thank you sayang...
"Runaway" <Bruno Mars>
Ohhh.
Ohhh woah...
So easy to forget our love,
The little things we do,
Like calling for no reason
Just to say the words
"BABY, I LOVE YOU"
I know lately, I've been busy
But a second doesn't go by
Without you crossing my mind
It's been so long since we had time
Let's take a day & make everything right
[Chorus]
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again
Let's runaway to the place
Where love first found us
Lets runaway for the day
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated,
It only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day
So let's runaway...
Let's runaway, just for the day
Runaway...runaway...
Girl, you've been so patient
Spending nights alone & not complaining
But I'll make it up to you,
& I promise today I won't keep you waiting
Please give me this one chance
To remind you of everything we have
I won't give up I'm too much in love
& I want you to know that
[Chorus]
Just take my hand,
Fall in love with me again
Let's runaway to the place
Where love first found us
Let's runaway for the day,
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated
It only takes a day to change it
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day
So let's runaway for the day
And I'll give everything in this moment
& I promise to make everyday just like the day
Let's runaway to the place
Here love first found us
Let's runaway for the day
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated
It only takes a day to change it
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day.
Soo let's runaway....
"Runaway" <Bruno Mars>
Ohhh.
Ohhh woah...
So easy to forget our love,
The little things we do,
Like calling for no reason
Just to say the words
"BABY, I LOVE YOU"
I know lately, I've been busy
But a second doesn't go by
Without you crossing my mind
It's been so long since we had time
Let's take a day & make everything right
[Chorus]
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again
Let's runaway to the place
Where love first found us
Lets runaway for the day
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated,
It only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day
So let's runaway...
Let's runaway, just for the day
Runaway...runaway...
Girl, you've been so patient
Spending nights alone & not complaining
But I'll make it up to you,
& I promise today I won't keep you waiting
Please give me this one chance
To remind you of everything we have
I won't give up I'm too much in love
& I want you to know that
[Chorus]
Just take my hand,
Fall in love with me again
Let's runaway to the place
Where love first found us
Let's runaway for the day,
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated
It only takes a day to change it
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day
So let's runaway for the day
And I'll give everything in this moment
& I promise to make everyday just like the day
Let's runaway to the place
Here love first found us
Let's runaway for the day
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated
It only takes a day to change it
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day.
Soo let's runaway....
Wednesday 12 October 2011
langit hitam mulai cerah...
halu3... aku hari tok, pagi tadik sakit mata ku dow... susah aku tido malam tek.. jam 5 dak ya buk aku tido.. ntah tiba2 sik pat tido... cian owg bilik aku terpaksa tido dalam terang... but, that my rite too.. aku bukak lampu sebelah aku juak.. hehehe anyway, sorry..
tapi malam tadik, sungguh aku sik pat tido... entah kenapa... pagi tek, kelahi gik ngan gerek ku.. but i can control my emo now.. so.. sik kelahi gilak... and now.. were ok.. asanya nya dah ok kot.. dah cool down wak mungkin.. hrapa nya ok jak.. sik maok kelahi ngan nya... sik tahan aku sik meseg nya sehari... aku syang nya gilak2...
aku harap pastok.... sikda gik nya pikir bukan2.. tok payah mun nya jauh, i cant control my love feeling... dapat aku tenangkan nya... tok nya jauh, sik pat aku polah papa... cian nya... i miss my love so much...
sayang, i love you.. jgn pikir bukan2 gik k... i love only you...
tapi malam tadik, sungguh aku sik pat tido... entah kenapa... pagi tek, kelahi gik ngan gerek ku.. but i can control my emo now.. so.. sik kelahi gilak... and now.. were ok.. asanya nya dah ok kot.. dah cool down wak mungkin.. hrapa nya ok jak.. sik maok kelahi ngan nya... sik tahan aku sik meseg nya sehari... aku syang nya gilak2...
aku harap pastok.... sikda gik nya pikir bukan2.. tok payah mun nya jauh, i cant control my love feeling... dapat aku tenangkan nya... tok nya jauh, sik pat aku polah papa... cian nya... i miss my love so much...
sayang, i love you.. jgn pikir bukan2 gik k... i love only you...
Tuesday 11 October 2011
i wana erased...
i can't focus...
i can't sleep...
i can't think...
i can't response...
and now my head hurt... plz not migrain...
i beg.. but, there's something heavy in my head...
i keep thinking about my heart...
keep thinking about the pain...
keep thinking about the scar...
keep thinking about how to stop this sorrow...
and im end falling down...
try to breathe, being suffocated, clenching my fist...
stopping the heart to stop beating...
dats a broken heart that scattered on the floor...
i wonder how it cure...
i can't sleep...
i can't think...
i can't response...
and now my head hurt... plz not migrain...
i beg.. but, there's something heavy in my head...
i keep thinking about my heart...
keep thinking about the pain...
keep thinking about the scar...
keep thinking about how to stop this sorrow...
and im end falling down...
try to breathe, being suffocated, clenching my fist...
stopping the heart to stop beating...
dats a broken heart that scattered on the floor...
i wonder how it cure...
cure???
"Aku sentiasa sayang kamu" my lover msg..
is dat a cure? yes, i guess it is...
honestly, im speechless...
but im happy my lover said that...
but my heart.. panas eh, ahahaha...
macam maok tercabut jak... <unlogic hahahaha>
but its true... im suffocate here
is dat a cure? yes, i guess it is...
honestly, im speechless...
but im happy my lover said that...
but my heart.. panas eh, ahahaha...
macam maok tercabut jak... <unlogic hahahaha>
but its true... im suffocate here
SCAR
"aku tak mahu aku bukan yang pertama buat mu. "
sakit dow... my love one wrote on the blog...
sakit eh... aduh, macam renyuk, dipijak2 hati aku...
sakit eh, asa di siat-siat hati aku...
sakit eh, asa ditikam2 hatiku dengan benda tumpul but still tertusuk di dalam...
argh.. sakit eh...
<menggeletar jari jemari, tangan.. badan menahan asa sakit... how shud i face myself tomorrow? how shud i face da one who said that tomorrow? how shud i face the world tomorrow?...>
i need estacy.. or maybe alcohol would best fit for bitch like me... HAHAHAHA
but i dont want to say youre at fault.. aku sedar itu salahku.
sakit dow... my love one wrote on the blog...
sakit eh... aduh, macam renyuk, dipijak2 hati aku...
sakit eh, asa di siat-siat hati aku...
sakit eh, asa ditikam2 hatiku dengan benda tumpul but still tertusuk di dalam...
argh.. sakit eh...
<menggeletar jari jemari, tangan.. badan menahan asa sakit... how shud i face myself tomorrow? how shud i face da one who said that tomorrow? how shud i face the world tomorrow?...>
i need estacy.. or maybe alcohol would best fit for bitch like me... HAHAHAHA
but i dont want to say youre at fault.. aku sedar itu salahku.
don't lie...
its hurt...
i lose my focus...
it scar my broken heart...
before it did, my heart already fall into pieces...
painful... hurt... sorrow... dark.. and darker...
and end with tears...
i lose my focus...
it scar my broken heart...
before it did, my heart already fall into pieces...
painful... hurt... sorrow... dark.. and darker...
and end with tears...
Fuck!
the most Good things i better at is hurting people heart...
then, i hurt myself... and crying silently at the corner of my heart...
i dont have anyone to cry with... just the broken heart scarred me even more...
then, i hurt myself... and crying silently at the corner of my heart...
i dont have anyone to cry with... just the broken heart scarred me even more...
I Did It Again...
em... <tengah polah pta.. and on the smetime msg my lover>
i did it again.. i make my love sad again.. harap nya sik nangis jak la... setakat tok, sejak mek duak on balit, dah banyak kali aku polah nya nangis.. even face to face, aku polah nya nangis 3 kali dah... first time aku polah nya nangis, aku tergamam... masa ya, aku ingat nya ok jak... bila tangga nya sik gerak2 kat tingkap, aku terus approach nya and peluk nya wish to ease my lover... but then, still no reaction, but then bila aku tangga mukanya, i can feel the sorrow inside... aku ingat nya just bersedih, tapi aku dengar sedikit pelik dari soranya.. macam owg buk nangis.. then, aku usap pipinya, and <something hit me>. basah, aku usap air matanya... hanya tuhan jak tauk apa aku asa time ya... sakit hatiku... berdegup kencang gilak3... sik pernah aku asa dakya... sakit sangat sampe aku susah nak bernafas... but i try to control, coz my lover need me mre. aku peluk nya tenangkan nya ... i wish i can cry for you... but i cant, coz my heart sangat2 sakit time ya, bila nya dah tenang cket, ntah pahal air mata aku gik jatuh... parah asa hati aku eh... even tonite, i cry for my lover, my precious... hanya nya dapat polah aku nangis and nya juak lah polah aku hepi... i love my lover... sungguh aku cinta padanya sowg... but i alwaz hurt my lover's feeling even i dont have intention to...
sayang jangan bersedih... its hurt,
i did it again.. i make my love sad again.. harap nya sik nangis jak la... setakat tok, sejak mek duak on balit, dah banyak kali aku polah nya nangis.. even face to face, aku polah nya nangis 3 kali dah... first time aku polah nya nangis, aku tergamam... masa ya, aku ingat nya ok jak... bila tangga nya sik gerak2 kat tingkap, aku terus approach nya and peluk nya wish to ease my lover... but then, still no reaction, but then bila aku tangga mukanya, i can feel the sorrow inside... aku ingat nya just bersedih, tapi aku dengar sedikit pelik dari soranya.. macam owg buk nangis.. then, aku usap pipinya, and <something hit me>. basah, aku usap air matanya... hanya tuhan jak tauk apa aku asa time ya... sakit hatiku... berdegup kencang gilak3... sik pernah aku asa dakya... sakit sangat sampe aku susah nak bernafas... but i try to control, coz my lover need me mre. aku peluk nya tenangkan nya ... i wish i can cry for you... but i cant, coz my heart sangat2 sakit time ya, bila nya dah tenang cket, ntah pahal air mata aku gik jatuh... parah asa hati aku eh... even tonite, i cry for my lover, my precious... hanya nya dapat polah aku nangis and nya juak lah polah aku hepi... i love my lover... sungguh aku cinta padanya sowg... but i alwaz hurt my lover's feeling even i dont have intention to...
sayang jangan bersedih... its hurt,
My Works
halu2..
pta... tauk nak? projek tahun akhir.. huhu...
buk hari tok tek aku dapat surt yang aku mohon pkei antar g sekolah pendidikan khas kat samarahan ya... huhu hepi la juak, sigek keja siap... apat aku proceed.. harap diluluskan la oleh pihak sekolah... senang cket keja aku... khamis, pak cik aku tolong hantar surat... tapi aku busy bah khamis ya.. mintak2 dapat berjalan ngan lancar la.. huhu.. ku kinek bila tensen mesti panas baran... aku pun sik tauk.. bila ditangga.. aku muhasabah dirik, macam aku dah makin diam wak bah... ngan geng pun kadng aku polah dek jak.. tapi aku sik berniat pun.. tp, malas ku nak pikir.. yang penting Pta and asgnments aku suma siap... huhu
buk hari tok juak aku tauk, untuk PTA 1 tok, aku kena polah sampe chapter 3 jak... sampe methodology... huhu nasib sampe cia.. so far aku dah siap suma except half literature review and methodology... but, in my mind.. i know what shud i do... cuma malas nak menaip.. (tapi taip blog wajin plak.. huhu)... kinek mkin hari makin malas... tapi kadang terpaksa paksa dirik.. blaja pun start malas tok.. plez la.. jgn.. focus in study... try to increase your pointer this sem... im really craving for it... i really do need to be focus.. AMIN...
aja aja hwaiting!!!! i know i can do it... never give up!!!! and dont let other things make you lose focus..
pta... tauk nak? projek tahun akhir.. huhu...
buk hari tok tek aku dapat surt yang aku mohon pkei antar g sekolah pendidikan khas kat samarahan ya... huhu hepi la juak, sigek keja siap... apat aku proceed.. harap diluluskan la oleh pihak sekolah... senang cket keja aku... khamis, pak cik aku tolong hantar surat... tapi aku busy bah khamis ya.. mintak2 dapat berjalan ngan lancar la.. huhu.. ku kinek bila tensen mesti panas baran... aku pun sik tauk.. bila ditangga.. aku muhasabah dirik, macam aku dah makin diam wak bah... ngan geng pun kadng aku polah dek jak.. tapi aku sik berniat pun.. tp, malas ku nak pikir.. yang penting Pta and asgnments aku suma siap... huhu
buk hari tok juak aku tauk, untuk PTA 1 tok, aku kena polah sampe chapter 3 jak... sampe methodology... huhu nasib sampe cia.. so far aku dah siap suma except half literature review and methodology... but, in my mind.. i know what shud i do... cuma malas nak menaip.. (tapi taip blog wajin plak.. huhu)... kinek mkin hari makin malas... tapi kadang terpaksa paksa dirik.. blaja pun start malas tok.. plez la.. jgn.. focus in study... try to increase your pointer this sem... im really craving for it... i really do need to be focus.. AMIN...
aja aja hwaiting!!!! i know i can do it... never give up!!!! and dont let other things make you lose focus..
It Sting Again...
em... something happen today.. its not a big deal really... em
its sting, when i look at it...
it hurt, when i stare at it...
even without my will...
i try to not look at it...
but i can't...
it bleed when im remember all about it...
the tears seems like to run through my eyes,
but, i cant coz i already promise to myself..
just to forget at it and turn to a new leaf...
i've tried, and i made it...
its been a long time, really..
it is the most biggest sins i've commits...
and that sins surely and absolutely scarred my heart the most...
how i wish it will diminish and dissapper from my sight...
and be gone forever...
but i dont have the power to do it...
coz im not God, but only a small human in this world...
Ya Allah... give me strength... even im not your perfect muslimah...
its sting, when i look at it...
it hurt, when i stare at it...
even without my will...
i try to not look at it...
but i can't...
it bleed when im remember all about it...
the tears seems like to run through my eyes,
but, i cant coz i already promise to myself..
just to forget at it and turn to a new leaf...
i've tried, and i made it...
its been a long time, really..
it is the most biggest sins i've commits...
and that sins surely and absolutely scarred my heart the most...
how i wish it will diminish and dissapper from my sight...
and be gone forever...
but i dont have the power to do it...
coz im not God, but only a small human in this world...
Ya Allah... give me strength... even im not your perfect muslimah...
im sowi
em... sedih eh gerek aku dingin da ngan aku hari tok kak baca blog aku.. nyesal and regret sangat2.. sowi... i didnt do it really... em... sik tauk maok cakap apa... the only things i can say is im sowi.. there is only you in my heart..in deep inside and out of my heart.... baby sayang sayang sowg jak... im sowi... i can't stand your coldness as how you dont stand my coldness... i love you... ETERNITY
Monday 10 October 2011
buk beberapa ketika tek aku habes mendownload.. huhu.. banyak dow cita.. masalahnya, hobi aku mendownload jak keja.. kak ya, sik juak aku tangga2.. plek kan??? banyak gilak download sampe sik tertangga semua nak di download.. huhu tapi sikda cita korea tek aku jumpa.. aku maok tangga cita ha ji won... sector 7.. ntah bila la kuar cita ya.. macam best bah.. huhu... ha ji won.. ha ji won.. nak hensem la nya dalam ya.. rambut pendek.. sama time dalam secret garden... hehehe (teringat gerek aku pun hensem.. hensem gik riya...) apa gik owh.. aku saja jak tulis blog sambil tunggu kawanku habes online.. ntah apa yang dipolah nya.. nya padah tunggu 10 minit... huhu aku pa gik, dah habes mendownload tek aku on blog and update.. hehehe dah jam empat dah kinek.. k lah kak tok kelas virtual reality.. nampaknya, aku berapa dalam virtual class aka mimpi la alamatnya.. huhu..
k lah.. bubbye... lak update gik.. hehehe salam...
k lah.. bubbye... lak update gik.. hehehe salam...
Sunday 9 October 2011
me likeee...
All The Right Moves <one republic>
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers
I know we've got it good
But they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down,
before anybody's knowing our name.
They got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?
It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
Over the world is death.
They got,
They got,
All the wrong friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got, all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
http://www.elyricsworld.com/all_the_right_moves_lyrics_one_republic.html
Yeah, we're going down
It don't matter what you see.
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say,
I know I could never face
someone that could sound like you.
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers
I know we've got it good
But they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down,
before anybody's knowing our name.
They got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?
It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
Over the world is death.
They got,
They got,
All the wrong friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got, all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
http://www.elyricsworld.com/all_the_right_moves_lyrics_one_republic.html
Yeah, we're going down
It don't matter what you see.
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say,
I know I could never face
someone that could sound like you.
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
sakit...
em.. what have i done wrong??? tiba2 tinggikan sora... first ya dah ok da... em.. its hurt... don't you remember im sensitive being shout like that???? selamak tok pun ada juak nya tinggikan sora depan2... its hurt... asa nak nangis jak.. but u never know right??? i know as im expert in controlling my reaction ... sorry... my bad em..
from my love...
lagu gerekku berik tek.. hehehe naughty.. but full of meaning... tq sayang
"Thank You" <j.holiday>
Girl its my pleasure to do whatever, whatever you like
And if you say it i will do it all night
You got me screaming my my my my ... baby
Girl i want you to know
If i wined you and dined you would you wake up in the morning in my bed
Dont you tell me no
[Chorus:]
From the bar to the car
We aint got that get that far no
To the boom boom room
Got something for you
So hop off in in this tub
And show your boy some love
Baby i just wanna thank you
Girl i want to thank you for a lovely evening
I want to thank you for the time we spent
Show my appreciation i want to bang your back untill the morning comes round [2x]
I wanna take my time and put my face in and places it for
Thats gonna blow your mind
And what im going to do to you aint never been done to you and
Im gonna put my name on it
Got screaming different languages girl
While were making love all around the world in france its j'adore in spain its mi amor
At the crib we on the floor
I just want to take you
[Chorus 2x]
I know that you want share love with me
[Chorus 2x]
"Thank You" <j.holiday>
Girl its my pleasure to do whatever, whatever you like
And if you say it i will do it all night
You got me screaming my my my my ... baby
Girl i want you to know
If i wined you and dined you would you wake up in the morning in my bed
Dont you tell me no
[Chorus:]
From the bar to the car
We aint got that get that far no
To the boom boom room
Got something for you
So hop off in in this tub
And show your boy some love
Baby i just wanna thank you
Girl i want to thank you for a lovely evening
I want to thank you for the time we spent
Show my appreciation i want to bang your back untill the morning comes round [2x]
I wanna take my time and put my face in and places it for
Thats gonna blow your mind
And what im going to do to you aint never been done to you and
Im gonna put my name on it
Got screaming different languages girl
While were making love all around the world in france its j'adore in spain its mi amor
At the crib we on the floor
I just want to take you
[Chorus 2x]
I know that you want share love with me
[Chorus 2x]
Penat...
halu.. halu halu...
hari tok tek, hari aku kuar sepanjang hari.. sik sepanjang gilak pun.. huhu kejap je... araound 9 am too 3++ pm... hehehe
nothing special happen after all.. cuma aku ngan kakak aku antar kazen ku pegi mengerjakan haji... sedih wak la tangga time cdak berpisah ngan ibu bapa, sanak saudara,... semoga mereka selamat pergi dan kembali.. amin... time antar ya, hehehehe banyak dow owg... time ya aku mengenja.. hahaha (p/s: sowi syg... bukan ngenja pun... tertangga) banyak owg hensem.. adoi.. gerek aku baca kompom panas... tapi aku maok juak tulis... hehehe.. tapi sik la sampei aku jatuhcinta.. hati aku hanya untuk si dia... sik penah nama si dia hilang atau pudar dari hatiku... nak ku tulis nama nya??? sik pa la kan.. huhu terkezuttt kitak owg lak.. huhu
then, hari tok juak si dia, gerek ku balit kampung cuti... sebulan lebih gik ya.. sengsara la aku ctok.. beberapa minggu yang lepas mala berkepit ngan nya.. then now terpaksa berpisah lagi... parah jiwa hati dan perasaan... i miss my love already... asa maok agak cnun jak.. tapi i hve my study.. i have to sacrifice and jadi burung pungguk yang merindui pasangannya... windu windu windu... sayang, baby windu sayang gilak3... honestly, i cant live without you... lepas aku dilukai teruk2 gilak dolok.. sikda sapa pun yang dapat ubati and last2 hati aku menjadi sedingin ais dikutub utara dan selatan... sampe duak tahun aku jadi single.. pecah rekod ya... huhu selalu aku single paling lamak 1 bulan la.. huhu. sehinggalah kekasih aku kinek tok datang approach aku balit setelah 4 tahun berpisah... at first aku sangat dingin ngan nya... tapi nya sik pernah putus asa, give me all warmness.. last2 dapat juak nya cairkan hati aku... selama tok ramai laki cuba ajak aku jd gerek.. sowng pun sik pat cairkan hati aku.. tapi nya... i lost... until now, i fall for my love each second every minute every hours and every day 365 days a years... hehehe sedih eh.. mintak2 sepanjang sebulan lebih tok cepat2 la masa berlalu... agar sik terasa gilak... aku sentiasaa setia menanti kepulangan cintaku yang tersayang... adoi.. alu ubah topic alu.. hahahaha
kita sambung ah... ah, time kat airport tek.. aku windu indah ngan adik lelakiku kat kampung.. nasib ada kazen ku yang kecik laki tek jadi pengubat... so, aku men kejap ngan nya.. hehehe siap bergambar gik ya.. huhu windu ngan dek as... windu sangat2 nak sayang nya... then, bila ime cdak dah balit, turn mek owg gik pulang.. bukan men jam gik keta nak kuar kat airport time ya.. adoi.. 3 jam geng tersekat kat parking yang sm sik bergerak2... hhuhu nasib bukan aku yang drive.. o aku bawak ilek jak.. tapi cian wak ngan akak ku.. dah nya keja sampe sabtu... then malam pun lambat tido coz rami owg kat umah nya.. cian2... sabo je la kak... oh ya, sigek gik lupak.. time maok kuar dari airport ya, aku jumpa kawan lamk... SMSKian... first aku sik pasan pun nya depan aku.. then, bila aku tangga depan, nya dah tangga aku dah.. terkejut wak aku.. first aku ingat sapa, then buk aku pasan ya Qaddim... hahaha nya pun dah sengeh2 depan ya aku pasan nya.. mun sik, lamak dah aku polah sik kenal kali.. hahahaha bukan apa, aku tok bukan pandei gilak men tegur2 tok mun owg ya nang sik rapat ngan aku... nasib nya tegur dolok, aku tegur balit la.. hehehehe
pa gik owh... asanya sik da gik jak... heheh mun ada lak.. lak aku update gik.. hehehehe
hari tok tek, hari aku kuar sepanjang hari.. sik sepanjang gilak pun.. huhu kejap je... araound 9 am too 3++ pm... hehehe
nothing special happen after all.. cuma aku ngan kakak aku antar kazen ku pegi mengerjakan haji... sedih wak la tangga time cdak berpisah ngan ibu bapa, sanak saudara,... semoga mereka selamat pergi dan kembali.. amin... time antar ya, hehehehe banyak dow owg... time ya aku mengenja.. hahaha (p/s: sowi syg... bukan ngenja pun... tertangga) banyak owg hensem.. adoi.. gerek aku baca kompom panas... tapi aku maok juak tulis... hehehe.. tapi sik la sampei aku jatuhcinta.. hati aku hanya untuk si dia... sik penah nama si dia hilang atau pudar dari hatiku... nak ku tulis nama nya??? sik pa la kan.. huhu terkezuttt kitak owg lak.. huhu
then, hari tok juak si dia, gerek ku balit kampung cuti... sebulan lebih gik ya.. sengsara la aku ctok.. beberapa minggu yang lepas mala berkepit ngan nya.. then now terpaksa berpisah lagi... parah jiwa hati dan perasaan... i miss my love already... asa maok agak cnun jak.. tapi i hve my study.. i have to sacrifice and jadi burung pungguk yang merindui pasangannya... windu windu windu... sayang, baby windu sayang gilak3... honestly, i cant live without you... lepas aku dilukai teruk2 gilak dolok.. sikda sapa pun yang dapat ubati and last2 hati aku menjadi sedingin ais dikutub utara dan selatan... sampe duak tahun aku jadi single.. pecah rekod ya... huhu selalu aku single paling lamak 1 bulan la.. huhu. sehinggalah kekasih aku kinek tok datang approach aku balit setelah 4 tahun berpisah... at first aku sangat dingin ngan nya... tapi nya sik pernah putus asa, give me all warmness.. last2 dapat juak nya cairkan hati aku... selama tok ramai laki cuba ajak aku jd gerek.. sowng pun sik pat cairkan hati aku.. tapi nya... i lost... until now, i fall for my love each second every minute every hours and every day 365 days a years... hehehe sedih eh.. mintak2 sepanjang sebulan lebih tok cepat2 la masa berlalu... agar sik terasa gilak... aku sentiasaa setia menanti kepulangan cintaku yang tersayang... adoi.. alu ubah topic alu.. hahahaha
kita sambung ah... ah, time kat airport tek.. aku windu indah ngan adik lelakiku kat kampung.. nasib ada kazen ku yang kecik laki tek jadi pengubat... so, aku men kejap ngan nya.. hehehe siap bergambar gik ya.. huhu windu ngan dek as... windu sangat2 nak sayang nya... then, bila ime cdak dah balit, turn mek owg gik pulang.. bukan men jam gik keta nak kuar kat airport time ya.. adoi.. 3 jam geng tersekat kat parking yang sm sik bergerak2... hhuhu nasib bukan aku yang drive.. o aku bawak ilek jak.. tapi cian wak ngan akak ku.. dah nya keja sampe sabtu... then malam pun lambat tido coz rami owg kat umah nya.. cian2... sabo je la kak... oh ya, sigek gik lupak.. time maok kuar dari airport ya, aku jumpa kawan lamk... SMSKian... first aku sik pasan pun nya depan aku.. then, bila aku tangga depan, nya dah tangga aku dah.. terkejut wak aku.. first aku ingat sapa, then buk aku pasan ya Qaddim... hahaha nya pun dah sengeh2 depan ya aku pasan nya.. mun sik, lamak dah aku polah sik kenal kali.. hahahaha bukan apa, aku tok bukan pandei gilak men tegur2 tok mun owg ya nang sik rapat ngan aku... nasib nya tegur dolok, aku tegur balit la.. hehehehe
pa gik owh... asanya sik da gik jak... heheh mun ada lak.. lak aku update gik.. hehehehe
Saturday 8 October 2011
IT's OVER!!! yeay...
hari tok tek merupakan hari bersejarah dalam hidup aku... hahahahaha its over... merdeka.. merdeka... heheheh best and free giler asa bila softskill dah habes eh.. senggang pun dah lulus... huhu... sik perlu gik susah payah mencuri masa. benda ya.. sangat polah aku sengal gilak3... dah wajib k grad kelak.. selama duak tahun aku try habeskan.. tapi mala jak clash.. bodoh betul.. but now, thanks to my coursemate.. dapat juak mek owg habeskan semua ya... sik perlu aku riso gik dengan benda sengal ya... selama tok, benda ya selalu polah aku pening... dah amik masa k enjoy, tido lambat gik ya... just k dengar ceramah.. bowink doh.. macam jumpa kaunseling jak.. sik tahan aku eh.. nasib dah habes.. nang merdeka la asanya kinek.. now, i just to focus on my study and paling penting all my asgnments and my PTA... huhu
wish me luck.. huhu bubbye..
wish me luck.. huhu bubbye..
Letting go
halu... sorry la bagi sesiapa yang ada baca blog aku malam tadik.. huhu aku nang bukan aku... im full of anger and tense... hormon sik stabil.. faham2 j la ye... emo cket..
cian gerek aku jadi mangsa panas aku malam tadik include beberapa hari tok.. pagi tok tek la paling sakit... i try to not forcing my lover to come to me.. tapi ntah.. tangan aku naip cepat gik dari berpikir... hahahaha coma panas duak2.. not meant it but ckit aku memang maksudkan.. alu kelahi.. hahaha sik alah2 kelahi mun mek duak jauh... adoi... gne nak jadi laki bini sejati tok.. huhu but i try to be perfect for my hubby..
walau apapun... dia tetap suamiku... em... tapi tadik memang aku panas wak ngan nya.. kejap nak agak, kejap sik.. sampe sigek tahap nya padah nya give up... taxi sik pat di contact.. HA HA HA... time ya aku asa terkilan cikit... then nya tanya "you can't give up rite?" HA HA HA... time ya lah aku asa macam something berat jatuh atas aku... speechless doh... my heart stop beating... em.. dat time i let all this thing slides... sik maok gik aku pikir... sik maok gik aku berharap.. sik maok gik aku memaksa... sik maok sik maok sik maok... it hurt a lot, to be honest.... that time aku terus putus asa... give up sangat2... terus polah aku diam and murung sepanjang softskill... i cant say anything if my lover already give up... hahahaha i just can laugh with broken heart... and i let it go...
pelik kan.. kenak aku behave dakya.. suka paksa owg.. suka tekan owg.. cian la sapa jadi gerek aku.. ya sebab juak aku sik maok brgerek dolok.. polah aku jd single selama 2 tahun.. huhu it working until my lover come back and melt me again with love... aku kalah menahan asa syang yang aku simpan selama berpisah ngan nya... i do really love my lover sangat2.. since sekolah menegah sampe lah kinek... aku sik pat anggap nya ebagai seorang kawan or even adik.. but only my lover...
im sorry.. didnt mean to hurt you... just that i love you so.. tooo much until i tend to hurt you.. trust me.. i never lost my love in you... i love u the most in my world...
cian gerek aku jadi mangsa panas aku malam tadik include beberapa hari tok.. pagi tok tek la paling sakit... i try to not forcing my lover to come to me.. tapi ntah.. tangan aku naip cepat gik dari berpikir... hahahaha coma panas duak2.. not meant it but ckit aku memang maksudkan.. alu kelahi.. hahaha sik alah2 kelahi mun mek duak jauh... adoi... gne nak jadi laki bini sejati tok.. huhu but i try to be perfect for my hubby..
walau apapun... dia tetap suamiku... em... tapi tadik memang aku panas wak ngan nya.. kejap nak agak, kejap sik.. sampe sigek tahap nya padah nya give up... taxi sik pat di contact.. HA HA HA... time ya aku asa terkilan cikit... then nya tanya "you can't give up rite?" HA HA HA... time ya lah aku asa macam something berat jatuh atas aku... speechless doh... my heart stop beating... em.. dat time i let all this thing slides... sik maok gik aku pikir... sik maok gik aku berharap.. sik maok gik aku memaksa... sik maok sik maok sik maok... it hurt a lot, to be honest.... that time aku terus putus asa... give up sangat2... terus polah aku diam and murung sepanjang softskill... i cant say anything if my lover already give up... hahahaha i just can laugh with broken heart... and i let it go...
pelik kan.. kenak aku behave dakya.. suka paksa owg.. suka tekan owg.. cian la sapa jadi gerek aku.. ya sebab juak aku sik maok brgerek dolok.. polah aku jd single selama 2 tahun.. huhu it working until my lover come back and melt me again with love... aku kalah menahan asa syang yang aku simpan selama berpisah ngan nya... i do really love my lover sangat2.. since sekolah menegah sampe lah kinek... aku sik pat anggap nya ebagai seorang kawan or even adik.. but only my lover...
im sorry.. didnt mean to hurt you... just that i love you so.. tooo much until i tend to hurt you.. trust me.. i never lost my love in you... i love u the most in my world...
Friday 7 October 2011
for me...
BODOH... PALOI... GILA... THAT ME...
PA GIK OWH... HAHAAHHAHAHA
IM SURE OUT OF MY MIND TONITE...
NOW GET LOST!!!! I DONT WANT TO THIS HEART FOR TONITE..
ESOK KO BALIT AH... JUST TONITE... LEAVE THIS BODY ALONE...
FUCKING BITCH....
p/s: ini hanya untuk puaskan "nafsu" hahahaha im not in mud... just im in anger... being stupid bitch!!!! bodoh.. paloi!!!!!
PA GIK OWH... HAHAAHHAHAHA
IM SURE OUT OF MY MIND TONITE...
NOW GET LOST!!!! I DONT WANT TO THIS HEART FOR TONITE..
ESOK KO BALIT AH... JUST TONITE... LEAVE THIS BODY ALONE...
FUCKING BITCH....
p/s: ini hanya untuk puaskan "nafsu" hahahaha im not in mud... just im in anger... being stupid bitch!!!! bodoh.. paloi!!!!!
I hate Love Songz
bila dengar love song... make me hope something that will never happen... even if i plan smthing, it just ended breaking my own heart... nothing gonna tear us apart... that is all bulshit... everything in this world even they are meant to be, still there is something that gonna tear it...
with that? pa hal aku tulis ya???? pa reason.. know what nothing.. HAHAHAHAHA... i dont have the reason... but i, i wrote it? soooo unusual? rite???? what is wrong with HEART today? what do you want? hah???? why you behave like this... this is not the right thing to do now... it just end up with broken heart again... wake up HEART.. even you dont want, try accepting... that is the way it have to be... you cant change anything... just let it be wont you... why do you have to hurt others that innocence.. stop being a stupid fucking emo... stop ask "HER" to comeback.. "she" is the old you... wake up!!!!! be yourself now... you can do it... trust in yourself... if cant, pretend to be yourself now.... it will gets better when time pass... YOU CAN DO IT...
with that? pa hal aku tulis ya???? pa reason.. know what nothing.. HAHAHAHAHA... i dont have the reason... but i, i wrote it? soooo unusual? rite???? what is wrong with HEART today? what do you want? hah???? why you behave like this... this is not the right thing to do now... it just end up with broken heart again... wake up HEART.. even you dont want, try accepting... that is the way it have to be... you cant change anything... just let it be wont you... why do you have to hurt others that innocence.. stop being a stupid fucking emo... stop ask "HER" to comeback.. "she" is the old you... wake up!!!!! be yourself now... you can do it... trust in yourself... if cant, pretend to be yourself now.... it will gets better when time pass... YOU CAN DO IT...
bullshit
im feeling bullshit right now...
but i don't know why...
i feel like im not myself...
even with my love one...
im not myself...
i cant even smile...
cant even laugh...
all i do is silent...
keep silent... (with broken heart..)
but i don't know why...
i feel like im not myself...
even with my love one...
im not myself...
i cant even smile...
cant even laugh...
all i do is silent...
keep silent... (with broken heart..)
Monday 3 October 2011
to my BELOVED...
Tear Us Apart - Nadhira Feat. Ron E Jones
Tear Us Apart
From the first time we met each other
I knew that we'd be together
I saw in your eyes
It's just a matter of time
Don't know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don't know where to start
Should I let you in my heart
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Girl you know that now we're together
I won't leave your side forever
You know that i'm yours
Baby, you're my only girl in the world
Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you
You are now my home
I'll always be true
I see no one else but you
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Tear Us Apart
From the first time we met each other
I knew that we'd be together
I saw in your eyes
It's just a matter of time
Don't know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don't know where to start
Should I let you in my heart
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Girl you know that now we're together
I won't leave your side forever
You know that i'm yours
Baby, you're my only girl in the world
Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you
You are now my home
I'll always be true
I see no one else but you
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart
And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever
I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart
Friday 30 September 2011
my FEAR
sejak duak menjak tok, honestly aku start asa busy sgt2.. sampe sik tertanggung suma keja... hahaha and sigek aku pelik, tiap malam... everytima ku terbangun tengah malam aku jadi penakut... benda pelik2 jak aku imagine... sampe kadang dalam tido pun aku bleh asa takut... even time mandik pun... in other words, tiap kali aku sendirian, aku selalu asa takut... even tido ngan owg pun aku masih takut.. sigek jak polah aku at ease kadang bila tido dalam pelukan nya... time ya asa save sgt2... kenak owh... makin hari aku jadi penakut bah.. sik suka eh, dolok aku tinggal sowg2 ok jak.. sikda aku asa daktok.. now, even ada owg bilit aku asa takut.. my mind went blurr bila pikir balit pasal ya... how can i change so that i can be like before.. huhu someone help me.... its hurt to be this fear... so not like me...
kenak reject!!! cdeh...
em, bukan kenak reject bercinta.. tapi system request mek owg kenak reject.. hahahaha adoiyai.. kenak wat balik la alamatnya.. penat2 bertungkus lumus polah carik idea.. turun discussion, ternyata sia2 belaka.. hahahaha gne nak polah, system request mek owg kekurangan knowledge based which polah nya jadi bukan expert system..
buk ritok, sir hardyman and sir hafiz terang balit apa maksud expert system.. buk aku paham serba serbi apa itu system request.. system request is a system that apply or have both knowledge based and inference engine... the system must know how to make decision making through the knowledge based from expertise and process the system by using inference engine yang membolehkan system ya menjadi expert..apart from that, expert system mestilah boleh act and think the same as expertise do.. huhu... tapi system mek owg.. just ada sensor.. so it dont have any knowledge at all.. terpaksa la guna idea lain tek.. huhu nasib system request tok tek sik kenak reject and accepted... cuma perlu polah explaination about both knowledge based and inference engine nya nampak gik la... mesti engkah semua maklumat kedua2 ya dalam proposal.. huhu pening2...
dear all my fwen, please, please and please... pray for me so that i can pass all the asgnment and exam for this subject and other subject too... i need strength from all of you.. huhu..
buk ritok, sir hardyman and sir hafiz terang balit apa maksud expert system.. buk aku paham serba serbi apa itu system request.. system request is a system that apply or have both knowledge based and inference engine... the system must know how to make decision making through the knowledge based from expertise and process the system by using inference engine yang membolehkan system ya menjadi expert..apart from that, expert system mestilah boleh act and think the same as expertise do.. huhu... tapi system mek owg.. just ada sensor.. so it dont have any knowledge at all.. terpaksa la guna idea lain tek.. huhu nasib system request tok tek sik kenak reject and accepted... cuma perlu polah explaination about both knowledge based and inference engine nya nampak gik la... mesti engkah semua maklumat kedua2 ya dalam proposal.. huhu pening2...
dear all my fwen, please, please and please... pray for me so that i can pass all the asgnment and exam for this subject and other subject too... i need strength from all of you.. huhu..
Tuesday 27 September 2011
To mY SleepyHead...
"Another You"
[Verse:]
You're a breath of fresh air
I need you without you I can't live
You're in cahoots with my heart (that's the way you stole it)
Gotta be a insider job
You're a diamond, shawty perfect
But you're body still sparkles
I'm on a knee holding your left hand
I knew where that missing diamond should
[Hook:]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so
[Chorus:]
Feel like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mold
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
Now I can spend my whole life
Searching for something that's better than my dear
But that's a waist of my time (cause I know were perfect)
I think that is where my point is
You can stand in front of the mirror
And there wouldn't be a reflection (oh)
Cause there's only one you
And that's why I never let you
[Hook]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you?
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so (Noo)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
[Breakdown:]
I'm a firm believer
In Never say never
But I can say I'll never find another you
They can say what ever
And it don't even matter
Cause I know our love is true [x2] (yeah)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you...
[Verse:]
You're a breath of fresh air
I need you without you I can't live
You're in cahoots with my heart (that's the way you stole it)
Gotta be a insider job
You're a diamond, shawty perfect
But you're body still sparkles
I'm on a knee holding your left hand
I knew where that missing diamond should
[Hook:]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so
[Chorus:]
Feel like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mold
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
Now I can spend my whole life
Searching for something that's better than my dear
But that's a waist of my time (cause I know were perfect)
I think that is where my point is
You can stand in front of the mirror
And there wouldn't be a reflection (oh)
Cause there's only one you
And that's why I never let you
[Hook]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you?
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so (Noo)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
[Breakdown:]
I'm a firm believer
In Never say never
But I can say I'll never find another you
They can say what ever
And it don't even matter
Cause I know our love is true [x2] (yeah)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you...
Thursday 22 September 2011
STUPID mistakes...
hahahaha bila dikenang balit apa berlaku marek lucu eh.. hehehehe marek time gerek aku ambik aku... aku tangga nya macam bad mud jak.. disentuh pun sik pat.. macam mengelak pun ada... or macam sesuatu yang berlaku ke atsnya.. huhu.. tapi bila dah depan kedai makan tempat mek duak decide nak makan aku tanyak apa hal... nya padah sik da hal.. then kecik hati aku tangga nya kedak sik da mud ya... adoi.. asa maok lari jak... cdeh... (^~^)... tapi bila dah otw balit bilik.. time ya nya padah that is another person.. mcm 2 personality gitu... then i know... ok la mek duak kak ya.. hehehehe my SleepyHead Beasty.. new name for my lover.. hahahaha and know what my lover love it.. kekeke aku blurr tok.. sik tauk pa nak padah.. kelak2 la sambung gik.. teeeeettttt...
Monday 19 September 2011
Memories 2
malam tadik aku tido gik ngan lover aku.. huhu.. mala jak aku tido ngan nya eh... sik lepas2 juak windu.. tapi sedih wak.. sik lamak gik pas nya habis exam nya balit umah nun jauh di sana.. sik pat ku bayangkan gne nak hidupa aku pasya... dah la sebulan lebih... makin hari makin dikenang hari ya polah aku sakit sgt2.. sik tertahan rindu menginginkan belaian seorang yang aku sayangi dan cintai. sik maok jauh dari sayang.. windu.. its hurt... sik pernah sakit gilak dak tok meindui...
sebut pasal tido ngan sayang aku malam tadik.. aku on the same time tolong nya polah CSC.. aku sik la pandei gilak bab2 programming tok.. tapi aku ntah tiba2 asa nak masuk campur tangga nya tensen polah benda ya.. asa bersalah wak bila nya makin bingung di explain aku.. honestly, aku bab meng explain memang lemah cket.. kadang hanya owg yang besa ngan aku jak paham.. pagi tek, nya padah tq coz berik idea semalam... but aku terkejut giler bila nya padah aku tertinggikan sora ngan nya.. honestly, aku sik perasan pun aku tinggikan suara malam tadik.. maybe terbiasa... kadang bila aku ulang2 apa yang aku padah owg sik paham2.. aku panas wak.. tapi malam tadik honestly aku dah control bah emosi and baran aku . tapi masih nya terasa hati... sowi syang bukan nya nak tinggikan.. tapi maybe terlepas bah... aku mun datang serius.. aku workoholic.. kedak ya mud aku.. nasib nya malam tyadik sik majuk.. pat wak aku tido dalam dakapannya.. hehehehe dat nite i feel most at ease... buk insomnia aku hilang.. terasa nikmat tido balit aku malam tadik... tenang sanagt2...
hari tok tek.. tangga penyelia FYP aku, tukar lecturer.. Damn it!!! argh, aku maok DR.Tan.. tapi maybe bukan rezeki aku kali.. sik pa lah.. cuma aku harap lecturer aku kali tok.. nya ok jak.. sik banyak songeh and senang dibawak ebrbincang.. amin... heheheeh ya jak la... lak aku update gik..
sebut pasal tido ngan sayang aku malam tadik.. aku on the same time tolong nya polah CSC.. aku sik la pandei gilak bab2 programming tok.. tapi aku ntah tiba2 asa nak masuk campur tangga nya tensen polah benda ya.. asa bersalah wak bila nya makin bingung di explain aku.. honestly, aku bab meng explain memang lemah cket.. kadang hanya owg yang besa ngan aku jak paham.. pagi tek, nya padah tq coz berik idea semalam... but aku terkejut giler bila nya padah aku tertinggikan sora ngan nya.. honestly, aku sik perasan pun aku tinggikan suara malam tadik.. maybe terbiasa... kadang bila aku ulang2 apa yang aku padah owg sik paham2.. aku panas wak.. tapi malam tadik honestly aku dah control bah emosi and baran aku . tapi masih nya terasa hati... sowi syang bukan nya nak tinggikan.. tapi maybe terlepas bah... aku mun datang serius.. aku workoholic.. kedak ya mud aku.. nasib nya malam tyadik sik majuk.. pat wak aku tido dalam dakapannya.. hehehehe dat nite i feel most at ease... buk insomnia aku hilang.. terasa nikmat tido balit aku malam tadik... tenang sanagt2...
hari tok tek.. tangga penyelia FYP aku, tukar lecturer.. Damn it!!! argh, aku maok DR.Tan.. tapi maybe bukan rezeki aku kali.. sik pa lah.. cuma aku harap lecturer aku kali tok.. nya ok jak.. sik banyak songeh and senang dibawak ebrbincang.. amin... heheheeh ya jak la... lak aku update gik..
Sunday 18 September 2011
Fright night...
adoi.. kinek aku kat umah kakak aku... why the title is fright night???? jeng jeng jeng.. hahahaha
malam tadik dalam bilit aku ada sowg mbiak... kawan kepada rumate aku tiba2 menjerit... macam kenak rasuk.. histeria mungkin.. first aku xdengar gilak... ngantok geng.. dah beberapa hari tok aku insomnia sik pat tido.. adoi.. malam tadik sebab penat gilerr jalan, polah aku kepak n ngantok.. aku tida jam 11 lebih gia... then jam 12 33 tgh mlm.. damn it, aku terbangun bila dengar ada owg menjerit.. asa nak manas indah aku time ya... hahahaha tapi bila rumate aku padah pasal what had happen.. GOD, it give me goosebumps... meremang bulu roma.. honestly, at first pas dengar aku ok jak.. ntah sik lamak kak ya, aku baring atas katil aku.. i think nothing... but badan aku sangat asa numb.. sampe aku sikpat asa apa cne badan aku... nebes aku bukan men.. macam2 dalam palak aku.. tapi aku sik pikir pasal hantu or apa.. tapi aku pikir takut mbiak ya ada masalah mental.. bukan padah nya gila.. maybe under stress or something.. takut aku mun nya pande jadi agressive.. takut aku dowh... nasib apat balit umah malam ya... apa gik aku balit umah kakak ku... sepanjang perjalanan Alhamdulillah aku dapat tenangkan diri biarpun masih takut... huhu bila sampe umah aku dah tenang wak dah... Alhamdullilah aku dapaty tido nyenyak malam ya biar terbangun.. malam tok sik apat lok aku nak tido bilit.. so aku agak my savior lah... hehehehe can't wait to see my savior.. honestly, i feel most at ease in my savior's arms...
dat the stories... oh ya.. dah start kuliah dah... i need to be more focus this sem.. may GOD BLESS ME ALWAYS... salam..
malam tadik dalam bilit aku ada sowg mbiak... kawan kepada rumate aku tiba2 menjerit... macam kenak rasuk.. histeria mungkin.. first aku xdengar gilak... ngantok geng.. dah beberapa hari tok aku insomnia sik pat tido.. adoi.. malam tadik sebab penat gilerr jalan, polah aku kepak n ngantok.. aku tida jam 11 lebih gia... then jam 12 33 tgh mlm.. damn it, aku terbangun bila dengar ada owg menjerit.. asa nak manas indah aku time ya... hahahaha tapi bila rumate aku padah pasal what had happen.. GOD, it give me goosebumps... meremang bulu roma.. honestly, at first pas dengar aku ok jak.. ntah sik lamak kak ya, aku baring atas katil aku.. i think nothing... but badan aku sangat asa numb.. sampe aku sikpat asa apa cne badan aku... nebes aku bukan men.. macam2 dalam palak aku.. tapi aku sik pikir pasal hantu or apa.. tapi aku pikir takut mbiak ya ada masalah mental.. bukan padah nya gila.. maybe under stress or something.. takut aku mun nya pande jadi agressive.. takut aku dowh... nasib apat balit umah malam ya... apa gik aku balit umah kakak ku... sepanjang perjalanan Alhamdulillah aku dapat tenangkan diri biarpun masih takut... huhu bila sampe umah aku dah tenang wak dah... Alhamdullilah aku dapaty tido nyenyak malam ya biar terbangun.. malam tok sik apat lok aku nak tido bilit.. so aku agak my savior lah... hehehehe can't wait to see my savior.. honestly, i feel most at ease in my savior's arms...
dat the stories... oh ya.. dah start kuliah dah... i need to be more focus this sem.. may GOD BLESS ME ALWAYS... salam..
Thursday 15 September 2011
SHORT stories
malam tadik... aku mengganas... ntah, i just feel like it...bukan sengaja.. tapi dalam sik sedar aku dah kaco nya... i cant even stop myself.. and i like the feeling... hehehehe bila diingat2... how i wish the nite wont end... i really love what i see, what i feel and what i touch... it just feel like heaven.. hahahaha (mampus aku mun akak aku baca tok..) but icnt help to write... SAYANG... I MISS YOUR SCENT AND YOUR LOVE... BRING ME TO LIFE... i dont need a doctor.. i just NEED YOU!!!!
Monday 12 September 2011
my memories...
6/September 2011
hari ya, aku balit kuching ngan akak aku sekali kazen ku tumpang.. dat is da day that i wait the most.. is to meet my beloved.. kekeke lamak sik jumpa nya.. nasib hari ya akak sanggup antar coz nya sik apat amik coz keta sewa polah hal.. sakit hati betul aku time ya... dari jauh bila tangga nya... tunggu aku ngan senyuman yang menggoda hahaha sangat mencairkan hati.. hehe msenyuman aku pun makin lebar sampe ke telinga.. hehehe... rindu terubat.. then, bila dah akak ku balit.. sempat aku ngan lover aku bermesra.. hahaha windu nya gilak3... sepanjang seminggu ya aku happy sanagt2 ngan nya..
cuma sigek hari ya, aku terbaca n membaca diarinya... nya masih windu owg len polah hati ku hancur gilak2... aku ingat selama tok nya dah lupak kan pompuan ya.. but nya sik.. sedih eh.. aku try honestly i try to hold the tears.. tapi bila nya dekat peluk aku.. terus air nata ya jatuh sendiri.. honestly, i wnt to act strong.. but i couldn't... i don't want to see my lover to see me crying.. and also i cnn't... saat ya honestly, it break my heart. sorry to say this sayang.. but you break my heart dat time...
then, paling best hari jumaat.. malam.. sabtu siangnya.. hehehehe.. hepi sangat2 dapat bersamanya.. hanya kami berdua.. kekeke... dapat luang masa ngan nya.. my attention is only at my lover... cuma sigek slang.. nya kelahi ngan kawan ku yang bernama adam.. salah time da adam mala kol.. heran aku pa mimpi.. selama tok jarang.. tiba2 malam ya.. panas gerek aku.. nasib aku dapat control.. mun sik perang dingin gik la kamek duak.. i really hate it when it happen....
pa gik di cita owh.. windu cintaku... lak sambuing gik... hehehe.. bubbye
hari ya, aku balit kuching ngan akak aku sekali kazen ku tumpang.. dat is da day that i wait the most.. is to meet my beloved.. kekeke lamak sik jumpa nya.. nasib hari ya akak sanggup antar coz nya sik apat amik coz keta sewa polah hal.. sakit hati betul aku time ya... dari jauh bila tangga nya... tunggu aku ngan senyuman yang menggoda hahaha sangat mencairkan hati.. hehe msenyuman aku pun makin lebar sampe ke telinga.. hehehe... rindu terubat.. then, bila dah akak ku balit.. sempat aku ngan lover aku bermesra.. hahaha windu nya gilak3... sepanjang seminggu ya aku happy sanagt2 ngan nya..
cuma sigek hari ya, aku terbaca n membaca diarinya... nya masih windu owg len polah hati ku hancur gilak2... aku ingat selama tok nya dah lupak kan pompuan ya.. but nya sik.. sedih eh.. aku try honestly i try to hold the tears.. tapi bila nya dekat peluk aku.. terus air nata ya jatuh sendiri.. honestly, i wnt to act strong.. but i couldn't... i don't want to see my lover to see me crying.. and also i cnn't... saat ya honestly, it break my heart. sorry to say this sayang.. but you break my heart dat time...
then, paling best hari jumaat.. malam.. sabtu siangnya.. hehehehe.. hepi sangat2 dapat bersamanya.. hanya kami berdua.. kekeke... dapat luang masa ngan nya.. my attention is only at my lover... cuma sigek slang.. nya kelahi ngan kawan ku yang bernama adam.. salah time da adam mala kol.. heran aku pa mimpi.. selama tok jarang.. tiba2 malam ya.. panas gerek aku.. nasib aku dapat control.. mun sik perang dingin gik la kamek duak.. i really hate it when it happen....
pa gik di cita owh.. windu cintaku... lak sambuing gik... hehehe.. bubbye
FroZe...
"Froze"
[Verse 1:]
I've lost my temperature
Where've all my sunny days gone
Is there any place to stay warm
It's not easy when your gone
Tell me how I'm s'pose to go on
Right now I don't be strong
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 2:]
My heart stuggles to beat yeah
I need a life line
And I would rather die
Before I, start to freeze yeah
Live my life in fear, no way
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Bridge:]
I am so cold
My body's frozen
I am so cold
Frozen
Froze (my body is froze)
[X8]
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 1:]
I've lost my temperature
Where've all my sunny days gone
Is there any place to stay warm
It's not easy when your gone
Tell me how I'm s'pose to go on
Right now I don't be strong
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 2:]
My heart stuggles to beat yeah
I need a life line
And I would rather die
Before I, start to freeze yeah
Live my life in fear, no way
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Bridge:]
I am so cold
My body's frozen
I am so cold
Frozen
Froze (my body is froze)
[X8]
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
Monday 5 September 2011
PHENINGG...
adpi, hari tok aku e-daftar and daftar kolej, damn sik pat daftar kursus pg.. sedih eh, dah aku malas maouk jalan gik petang tok, i wish kat umah ada wireless... sik perlu susah2.. terpaks g ctok gik kaktok, malas eh.. tapi apakan daya dah terpaksa, lak sik terdaftar course ya payah wak, terpaksa repeat sem.. sik larat derr... cukup2 la 3 tahun aku kat unimas ya.. hahaha bukan aku tak suka tapi aku memang tak larat gik nak blaja.. asa maok keja... huhu
esok aku balit kuching sama keta ngan kakakku.. yang best nya petang aku sampai2 kesayanganku datang amik aku.. hehehe sik sangka dapat juak mek duak bertahan aku cuti 4 bulan.. k lah akak aku dah sampai.. bubbye..
esok aku balit kuching sama keta ngan kakakku.. yang best nya petang aku sampai2 kesayanganku datang amik aku.. hehehe sik sangka dapat juak mek duak bertahan aku cuti 4 bulan.. k lah akak aku dah sampai.. bubbye..
Friday 2 September 2011
TAKE CONTROL OVER ME...
Let's go take a ride in your car
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be
I think it's time to let you know
The way I feel when you take hold
One single touch from you, I'm gone
Still got the rush when I'm alone
I think it is time I let you know
Take all of me, I will devote
You set me free, my body's yours
It feels the best when you're involved
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
Baby, baby, can't you see?
That I'm giving all of me
So, it's up to you now
We could let time pass away
I'll make an excuse to play
But, it's up to you now
Just wanna fulfill your needs
While you're taking over me
So, what do you want now?
Take a picture, make a show
'Cause nobody has to know
All the ways that we get down
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be
I think it's time to let you know
The way I feel when you take hold
One single touch from you, I'm gone
Still got the rush when I'm alone
I think it is time I let you know
Take all of me, I will devote
You set me free, my body's yours
It feels the best when you're involved
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
Baby, baby, can't you see?
That I'm giving all of me
So, it's up to you now
We could let time pass away
I'll make an excuse to play
But, it's up to you now
Just wanna fulfill your needs
While you're taking over me
So, what do you want now?
Take a picture, make a show
'Cause nobody has to know
All the ways that we get down
i NEED a DOCTOR!!!!
"I Need A Doctor"
(feat. Dr. Dre & Liz Rodriguez)
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
[Eminem]
I told the World one day I would pay it back
say it on tape, and lay it, record it
so that one day I could play it back
but I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that
ya'll starting to creep in, everyday it's so grey and black
hope, I just need a ray of that
cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em
they just say its wack
they don't know what dope is
and I don't know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this,
all I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
you picked me up, breathing life in me
I owe my life to you
but for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
but it just dawned on me you lost a son
daemons fighting you, it's dark.
let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realize what you mean to me
not the slightest clue
cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
you gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fucking mic
or you gon hug me
but I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle
you come to me with ideas
you say there just pieces so I'm puzzled
cause the shit I hear is crazy
but your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
seems like your own opinion's not one you can form
cant make a decision you keep questioning yourself
second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
like I'm your leader
your supposed to fucking be my mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
it was YOU, who believed in me
when everyone was telling you don't sign me
everyone at the fucking label, lets tell the truth
you risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy
Dre, I'm crying in this booth
you saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours
but I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
but I ain't giving up faith and you ain't giving up on me
get up Dre, I'm dying, I need you, come back for fuck's sake cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
bring me back to life
bring me back to life
(I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life)
[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
but I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though
you walked in, yellow jump suit
whole room, cracked jokes
once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
went through friends, some of them I put on
but they just left, they said they was riding to the death
but where the fuck are they now
now that I need them, I don't see none of them
all I see is Slim
fuck all you fair-weather friends
all I need is him
fucking backstabbers
when the chips were down you just laughed at us
now you bout to feel the fucking wrath of aftermath, faggots
you gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
you can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
little crack a jack beat making wack math,
backwards producers, I'm back bastards
one more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!
4 Syawal...
alooooha kawan2 ku sekalian, hehehe sik sempat nak g online time firt raya riya, buzy gilerrrr sampe sik larat nak polah keja len, jadi owg cuci pinggan.. pa sik nya raya pertama macam besa umah mek owg nang akan ada kenduri raya pas sembahyang raya... petang plak g melawat kubur arwah nenek and atuk2 ku... windu ngan cidak... Al-Fatihah untuk cidak...
raya tok aku asa mang sik terasa tapi ada kegembiraan aku rasa biarpun sik sebahagia time kecik2 dolok... hehehe raya tok aku dapat rayakan dengan cintaku.. selalunya time raya la aku mala jak putus cinta... mun sik putus cinta pun, kelaie jejejak ngan gerek2 aku yang dolok.. kinek tok sowng jak hehe dah setia dah.. kekeke hepi la dapat raya tahun tok sekali gik bersama keluarga tersayang. biarpun sik pat dengan cintaku, at least ada fn pkei meseg nya.. cerita pasal fn tok, nang la aku geram sgt coz malam raya fn aku tiba2 rosak.. sik pat dicharging.. adoi, habes duit k atur gik lak.. parai2.. nang la aku frust bila tangga duit hilang kedak ya juak especially ntam fn and lap top aku ya.. lap top dah rm200 hilang, fn tok sik tauk gik... mintak murah jak.. aku bajet ada seratus jak tok.. mun lebih, ikat perut la nampak gayanya...
sik maok cita sal ya, kita cita sal baju raya aku plak.. sedih baju rayaku sik siap2 sampe la kinek tok... dah raya keempat.. ikut hati mau dihentam, dipecah, dicekik owng yang polah baju ya.. tapi, apakan daya kita manusia yang lemah tidak mempunyai hak untuk mencabut mana2 nyawa yang hidup di dunia ini... jd, kite sabo je lah.. huhu nasib ada baju jubah dipkei raya pertama ya.. alim semacam aku. padahal bukan men gik gila hahahaha anyway, sebab jubah ya, start balit aku pkei selendang.. hehehe owg padah aku kacak.. sik tauk la.. no komen huhu
pa gik owh.. alu blur palak otak ku... hehehe lak sambung gik mun da idea gudbye for now... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
alooooha kawan2 ku sekalian, hehehe sik sempat nak g online time firt raya riya, buzy gilerrrr sampe sik larat nak polah keja len, jadi owg cuci pinggan.. pa sik nya raya pertama macam besa umah mek owg nang akan ada kenduri raya pas sembahyang raya... petang plak g melawat kubur arwah nenek and atuk2 ku... windu ngan cidak... Al-Fatihah untuk cidak...
raya tok aku asa mang sik terasa tapi ada kegembiraan aku rasa biarpun sik sebahagia time kecik2 dolok... hehehe raya tok aku dapat rayakan dengan cintaku.. selalunya time raya la aku mala jak putus cinta... mun sik putus cinta pun, kelaie jejejak ngan gerek2 aku yang dolok.. kinek tok sowng jak hehe dah setia dah.. kekeke hepi la dapat raya tahun tok sekali gik bersama keluarga tersayang. biarpun sik pat dengan cintaku, at least ada fn pkei meseg nya.. cerita pasal fn tok, nang la aku geram sgt coz malam raya fn aku tiba2 rosak.. sik pat dicharging.. adoi, habes duit k atur gik lak.. parai2.. nang la aku frust bila tangga duit hilang kedak ya juak especially ntam fn and lap top aku ya.. lap top dah rm200 hilang, fn tok sik tauk gik... mintak murah jak.. aku bajet ada seratus jak tok.. mun lebih, ikat perut la nampak gayanya...
sik maok cita sal ya, kita cita sal baju raya aku plak.. sedih baju rayaku sik siap2 sampe la kinek tok... dah raya keempat.. ikut hati mau dihentam, dipecah, dicekik owng yang polah baju ya.. tapi, apakan daya kita manusia yang lemah tidak mempunyai hak untuk mencabut mana2 nyawa yang hidup di dunia ini... jd, kite sabo je lah.. huhu nasib ada baju jubah dipkei raya pertama ya.. alim semacam aku. padahal bukan men gik gila hahahaha anyway, sebab jubah ya, start balit aku pkei selendang.. hehehe owg padah aku kacak.. sik tauk la.. no komen huhu
pa gik owh.. alu blur palak otak ku... hehehe lak sambung gik mun da idea gudbye for now... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
Saturday 27 August 2011
HEPI BESDAY MY SISZ...
HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
HEPI BESDAY TO KAK YIZ...
HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
Akak, adik and family sentiasa sayang akak...
semoga esok selamat sampe ke umah.. bet2 bawak keta..
p/s: sushi adik iboh lupak hehehe
All day... i'm missing you
All Day <Cody Simpson>
I can see us together on the top
We livin' like we hit the jackpot
Cha-ching, like money in the bank
You should be with me
You're like my favorite song
On the radio, radio, radio, radio
I could listen to you all day
You're like a music video, video vi-vi-video
I could look at you all day
You make me do my two-step all day
You keep me lookin' happier all day
So you should be my girlfriend all day
Well, like a hit on my radio, radio
SIK lamak GIK RAYA!!!!
kekekeke... bila tangga tajuk mesti tauk yang nak ditulis kak tok pasal apa, betul sik????
Sik sabar asa nak raya eh, tapikan tahun tok la aku asa raya kureng macam sebelumnya.... maybe sebab aku 24 hours kat umah kot.. tapi Alhamdulillah aku dapat menikmati Ramadhan tahun tok, tenang cket hati bila Ramadhan menjelma... sik salu emo.. kdang2 jak kekeke
Tahun tok tek, oleh sebab aku sowg jak kamek owg adik beradik kat umah (xclude parents and 2 adik bongsu), so aku la jadi owg mwmbwersih umah ya, hehe tapi bersama ngan bapak aku la.. satu rumah maok dibersih, dindingnya, lantainya, bilitnya, ruang tamunya dan sewaktu dengannya.. hehehe honestly memang penat.. but i don't care.. cket jak aku kisah bila kudratku dah habes.. hehehe yang peliknya, owg mun membersih umah dengar lagu raya, aku membersih umah dengar jitz fm.. dengar lagu omputeh.. keke sejak duak menjak, rajin aku dengar lagu omputeh.. suma pengaruh dari cintaku ya.. hehehe hilang cket demi cket korea aku.. cita pasal korea, teringat aku ngan fanfic aku... sik da gik aku sambung, cian ngan subcribers aku eh.. sabar ye.. lak tunggu aku kat UNIMAS aku sambung gik.. sambung balit cerita aku bersih umah tek, emmm penat giler, satu rumah aku and bapak aku amik masa dalam 3 hari untuk bersihkan sumanya.. haahaha biar penat aku ok juak apat meraung menyayi bila polah keja ya.. hilang stress.. yang peliknya, bila keja dah sik da gik, aku mencari keja len pulak.. terbiasa busy time pagi2 alu datang bowink gik hidup...
Marek aku pegi sarikei ngan bapak, adik aku and akak aku... beli barang k raya.. sambil ya aku amik peluang atur laptop.. nak format.. adeh nak tauk berapa hilang? rm200 geng... huhu nangis aku tangga rm200 terbang kedak ya jak.. suma pasal aku beli charger laptop.. adik aku punya pasal tercabut wayar charger ya... hahaha but, its ok.. maybe dah ajal charger ya juak mungkin. anyway, marek memang penat giler la.. sampei umah terus peng.. yang sik bestnya, time tarawih, asa nak pengsan jak. pening giler... bila habes tarawih, selalunya aku menjamu kueh mueh dibeli, tapi kali tok aku hilang selera terus peng dalam bilit.. nasib sik pengsan time tarawih.. huhu..
Apa gik ow, asanya dah panjang da tok, hehehe
Sik sabar asa nak raya eh, tapikan tahun tok la aku asa raya kureng macam sebelumnya.... maybe sebab aku 24 hours kat umah kot.. tapi Alhamdulillah aku dapat menikmati Ramadhan tahun tok, tenang cket hati bila Ramadhan menjelma... sik salu emo.. kdang2 jak kekeke
Tahun tok tek, oleh sebab aku sowg jak kamek owg adik beradik kat umah (xclude parents and 2 adik bongsu), so aku la jadi owg mwmbwersih umah ya, hehe tapi bersama ngan bapak aku la.. satu rumah maok dibersih, dindingnya, lantainya, bilitnya, ruang tamunya dan sewaktu dengannya.. hehehe honestly memang penat.. but i don't care.. cket jak aku kisah bila kudratku dah habes.. hehehe yang peliknya, owg mun membersih umah dengar lagu raya, aku membersih umah dengar jitz fm.. dengar lagu omputeh.. keke sejak duak menjak, rajin aku dengar lagu omputeh.. suma pengaruh dari cintaku ya.. hehehe hilang cket demi cket korea aku.. cita pasal korea, teringat aku ngan fanfic aku... sik da gik aku sambung, cian ngan subcribers aku eh.. sabar ye.. lak tunggu aku kat UNIMAS aku sambung gik.. sambung balit cerita aku bersih umah tek, emmm penat giler, satu rumah aku and bapak aku amik masa dalam 3 hari untuk bersihkan sumanya.. haahaha biar penat aku ok juak apat meraung menyayi bila polah keja ya.. hilang stress.. yang peliknya, bila keja dah sik da gik, aku mencari keja len pulak.. terbiasa busy time pagi2 alu datang bowink gik hidup...
Marek aku pegi sarikei ngan bapak, adik aku and akak aku... beli barang k raya.. sambil ya aku amik peluang atur laptop.. nak format.. adeh nak tauk berapa hilang? rm200 geng... huhu nangis aku tangga rm200 terbang kedak ya jak.. suma pasal aku beli charger laptop.. adik aku punya pasal tercabut wayar charger ya... hahaha but, its ok.. maybe dah ajal charger ya juak mungkin. anyway, marek memang penat giler la.. sampei umah terus peng.. yang sik bestnya, time tarawih, asa nak pengsan jak. pening giler... bila habes tarawih, selalunya aku menjamu kueh mueh dibeli, tapi kali tok aku hilang selera terus peng dalam bilit.. nasib sik pengsan time tarawih.. huhu..
Apa gik ow, asanya dah panjang da tok, hehehe
Sunday 21 August 2011
Projek Tahun Akhir 1
Adoi... hahaha belum papa dah mengeluh aku tok...
Datang wjin aku pagi tok polah Projek Tahun Akhir 1 aka PTA ku hari tok... hahaha sik sangka, sambil dnegar lagu pat wak aku perah otak polah introduction proposal ya... cuma kinek tok diharap diterimalah.. aku amik tajuk Dyslexia in Young children untuk PTA kali tok.. ntah kenak aku minat gilak ngan tajuk ya.. macam aku dapat asa tajuk ya akan tolong aku di masa hadapan... hahahaha.. feel masa depan.. hahahaha tapi honestly aku nang asa dak ya kot.. ya aku maok juak pilih penyakit ya biarpun banyak gik penyakit len yang best2 maccam schizophrenia, alzheimer dan sewaktu dengannya.. aku polah jak dolok proposal tentang dyslexia kinek tok.. mintak2 Dr. Tan approve tajuk aku ya lak.. oh, bagi yang sama fakulti ngan aku, kompom tauk dr. tan ya.. dr yang sangat baik hati dan tegas.. kepalanya botak kekeke but he's cute..
Em, pa gik owh... macam sik da gik jak.. tengah berhenti kejap perah otak tek.. kinek tengah carik maklumat k PTA tok.. mintak2 aku dapat A eh.. amin... mintak sik fail la.. huhu sik sanggup aku repeat polah benda tok.. penat.. he, k lah.. lak ada masa aku sambung gik.. to me, AJA AJA HWAITING!!!! kekeke
Datang wjin aku pagi tok polah Projek Tahun Akhir 1 aka PTA ku hari tok... hahaha sik sangka, sambil dnegar lagu pat wak aku perah otak polah introduction proposal ya... cuma kinek tok diharap diterimalah.. aku amik tajuk Dyslexia in Young children untuk PTA kali tok.. ntah kenak aku minat gilak ngan tajuk ya.. macam aku dapat asa tajuk ya akan tolong aku di masa hadapan... hahahaha.. feel masa depan.. hahahaha tapi honestly aku nang asa dak ya kot.. ya aku maok juak pilih penyakit ya biarpun banyak gik penyakit len yang best2 maccam schizophrenia, alzheimer dan sewaktu dengannya.. aku polah jak dolok proposal tentang dyslexia kinek tok.. mintak2 Dr. Tan approve tajuk aku ya lak.. oh, bagi yang sama fakulti ngan aku, kompom tauk dr. tan ya.. dr yang sangat baik hati dan tegas.. kepalanya botak kekeke but he's cute..Em, pa gik owh... macam sik da gik jak.. tengah berhenti kejap perah otak tek.. kinek tengah carik maklumat k PTA tok.. mintak2 aku dapat A eh.. amin... mintak sik fail la.. huhu sik sanggup aku repeat polah benda tok.. penat.. he, k lah.. lak ada masa aku sambung gik.. to me, AJA AJA HWAITING!!!! kekeke
Saturday 20 August 2011
Rocketeer...
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go.
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
Where we go we don't need roads [roads],
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
To the stars if you really want it,
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it,
Above the clouds in the atmosphere [phere],
Just say the words and we outta here [outta here],
Hold my hand if you feelin' scared [scared],
We flyin' up, up outta here.
[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [Here we go]
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
Baby we can stay fly like a G6,
Shop the streets of Tokyo get your fly kicks,
Far East Movement Rocketeer lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/far-east-movement-rocketeer-lyrics.html
Girl you always on my mind,
Got my head up in the sky,
And I'm never looking down feelin' priceless, yeah,
Where we at, only few have known
Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio,
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo.
[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, [Yo]
Nah I never been in space before,
But I never seen a face like yours,
You make me feel like I could touch the planets,
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it,
See I never seen the stars this close,
You got me stuck off the way you glow,
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh,
[Chorus]
Here we go, Come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows.
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy.
Up, up, here we go, go.
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
Where we go we don't need roads [roads],
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
To the stars if you really want it,
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it,
Above the clouds in the atmosphere [phere],
Just say the words and we outta here [outta here],
Hold my hand if you feelin' scared [scared],
We flyin' up, up outta here.
[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [Here we go]
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
Baby we can stay fly like a G6,
Shop the streets of Tokyo get your fly kicks,
Far East Movement Rocketeer lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/far-east-movement-rocketeer-lyrics.html
Girl you always on my mind,
Got my head up in the sky,
And I'm never looking down feelin' priceless, yeah,
Where we at, only few have known
Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio,
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo.
[Chorus]
Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, [Yo]
Nah I never been in space before,
But I never seen a face like yours,
You make me feel like I could touch the planets,
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it,
See I never seen the stars this close,
You got me stuck off the way you glow,
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh,
[Chorus]
Here we go, Come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes,
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy.
Up, up here we go, go. [2x]
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows.
Stereo Heart
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
If I was just another dusty record on the shelve
Will you blow me off and play me like everybody else
If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that
Like it read well, check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
This the last girl that play me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to used to, now I’m over that
Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I sing a song and the image grab me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo
If I wasn't old school, fifty pound boombox
Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up before of the cops
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like we're on the interstate
I think finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hear it, sing along and take me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo
I only pray you never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I take your hand and pull it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo
Stressss OOUUUTTTTTT....
Halo... lamak sik tulis blog eh.. winduuu
Sepanjang aku dok umah... its okay but cuma sejak duak menjak tok aku stress out gilak2.. and that mean aku sik tahan da dok umah.. hahahaha honestly, aku bukan jenis dok umah eh.. sowi la ku padah ngan mak bapak ku, aku nang sik tahan dok umah.. dengan palak kosong... dah terbesa lepas kat unimas, ya polah aku asa tertekan bila kat umah sik polah papa.. tensen geng.. mala jak nangis sejak duak menjak tok coz stress cian tangga gerekku mala dengar akunangis dalam fon.. sowi sayang.. i can't help it myself.. disebabkan ya, aku mula dingion ngan suma owg kat umah.. malas ku makin bertambah... sik tahan sik da polah papa kat umah ya. kat umah mang banyak keja tapi aku sik tahan polah keja umah macam dak nyesah, cuci pinggan dan sewaktu dengannya.. honestly aku padah ngan gerekku i'm not the perfect wife.. and im workoholic.. thanks God, nya terima aku seadanya.. hehehehhe that why i love my sayang sooooooo mucchheeee... aku sentiasa doa hari aku berada di umah cepat berlalu.. sik maok nyakit hati sapa2 ngan perangai memberontak aku start kuar satu persatu.. parah mun semua kuar.. perang besar lak.. dah hari nak raya.. gik2 bulan Ramadhan tok bulan yang mulia, sik maok aku polah dosa menyakiti hati mak and bapak aku.. sik sanggup eh.. i love them.. biar gne2 kata2 cidak polah hati aku terguris, still i can't deny the fact that they are my parents who raise me and take good care of me... owg yang aku sayang dalam hidupku... malas nak panjangkan gik cite... hehehe
YA ALLAH, TABAHKAN HATIKU UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG YANG SABAR DALAM BULAN YANG MULIA INI ATAS SEMUA DUGAAN AGAR AKU TIDAK LAGI MENYAKITI HATI SESIAPA TERMASUK ORANG-ORANG YANG AKU SAYANG... AMIN...
YA ALLAH, TABAHKAN HATIKU UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG YANG SABAR DALAM BULAN YANG MULIA INI ATAS SEMUA DUGAAN AGAR AKU TIDAK LAGI MENYAKITI HATI SESIAPA TERMASUK ORANG-ORANG YANG AKU SAYANG... AMIN...
Tuesday 16 August 2011
yang namanya HATI
ya, tiap kali ia terguris,
aku merasa sangat sakit..
bagai kehilangan sesuatu yang ku sayang...
yang namanya hati,
bila rasa tersiksa, aku rasakan
satu dunia menunding jari kepadaku..
atas semua kekhilafan yang aku lakukan terhadap si dia...
yang namanya hati
bila merasa sedih,
menyeru air mataku gugur lagi...
tanpa mengira, dimana, siapa dan mengapa ia harus gugur...
yang namanya hati,
pabila bercinta,
tidak pernah tak merasa cemburu
sehingga si dia menyakiti hati
biar tanpa niat di hatinya...
yang namanya hati...
biar sebanyak mana telah kau hancuri..
kau sakiti..
selalu akan merasa bahagia
sekiranya orang yang disayanginya
berada sisi dan menjadi milknya...
Ya Allah tabahkanlah hati ini dengan segala dugaan mu...
sesungguhnya aku hanya hambamu yang lemah lagi hina...
aku merasa sangat sakit..
bagai kehilangan sesuatu yang ku sayang...
yang namanya hati,
bila rasa tersiksa, aku rasakan
satu dunia menunding jari kepadaku..
atas semua kekhilafan yang aku lakukan terhadap si dia...
yang namanya hati
bila merasa sedih,
menyeru air mataku gugur lagi...
tanpa mengira, dimana, siapa dan mengapa ia harus gugur...
yang namanya hati,
pabila bercinta,
tidak pernah tak merasa cemburu
sehingga si dia menyakiti hati
biar tanpa niat di hatinya...
yang namanya hati...
biar sebanyak mana telah kau hancuri..
kau sakiti..
selalu akan merasa bahagia
sekiranya orang yang disayanginya
berada sisi dan menjadi milknya...
Ya Allah tabahkanlah hati ini dengan segala dugaan mu...
sesungguhnya aku hanya hambamu yang lemah lagi hina...
MAAF KU TAK BISA...
maaf ku tak bisa membahagiakan mu,
seperti yang kau idam-idamkan selama ini...
maaf ku tak bisa tidak menyakitimu,
walaupun aku selalu berjanji tidak akan menyakitimu...
maaf ku tak bisa menjadi yang terbaik untukmu,
kerna selalu membuat air matamu jatuh lagi...
maaf ku tak bisa menjadi seorang yang boleh mengubatimu,
kerna aku tau kewujudanku buatmu sakit...
maaf ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu,
kerna ku tau betapa aku mencintaimu
lebih dari segalanya disisiku...
maaf kernaku menjadi seorang yang pentingkan diri...
seperti yang kau idam-idamkan selama ini...
maaf ku tak bisa tidak menyakitimu,
walaupun aku selalu berjanji tidak akan menyakitimu...
maaf ku tak bisa menjadi yang terbaik untukmu,
kerna selalu membuat air matamu jatuh lagi...
maaf ku tak bisa menjadi seorang yang boleh mengubatimu,
kerna aku tau kewujudanku buatmu sakit...
maaf ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu,
kerna ku tau betapa aku mencintaimu
lebih dari segalanya disisiku...
maaf kernaku menjadi seorang yang pentingkan diri...
Friday 12 August 2011
I fall in love Again!!!!
Hahahahaha... mun gerek aku tangga kompom nebes.. huhU elek ah sayang...
Yang sebenarnya, aku dah jatuh cinta ngan hamster kat umah aku.. hahaha hamster ya ciku and boco.. ciku pompuan and boco lelaki.. kekeke cute.. 1st time aku jumpa cidak is 5 ogos 2011 the same time mak and bapak aku balit dari umrah.. time ya aku gik takut ngan cidak.. tikus bah ya... hahahaaha sapa sik takut tikus.. tapi hari demi hari.. mala jak cidak show aegyo ngan aku... aegyo ya maksud eh polah kiut.. hehehe nang kiut sampe aku terpikat gilak2.. hehehe terus jatuh cinta... aku lupak maok bawak gambar tek.. kelak aku update gik.. kekekeke
Ada satu hari, hari isnin riya, satu berita tergempar polah aku nebes sangat2 and sedih.. BOCO HILANG!!!!! damn it, bleh nya aku sedih ntam nya hilang.. dat time i realize i fall in love with them.. tangga ciku sowang polah aku sayu.. haha but, bila malam, time aku berbuka bersama family.. tiba2 aku lihat seekor tikus belanda jalan tepi aku.. first aku tergamam.. then i realize.. BOCO!!!! BOCO!!!! BOCO is COMING TO ME... then, selamat la nya kembali ngan aku.. hehehe gembira bukan men gik aku time ya.. rindu terlepas.. sedih pun sik da gik.. ciku gik la hapi bila boco ada gik.. i smile whenever i see them together...
Ya lah kisah percintaan aku dia dan dia... hehehe.. teringin nak bela dikpun.. boco and ciku ya, adik aku mpun.. em.. bila la aku dapat aku mpun hamster.. MAOK HAMSTER!! MAOK HAMSTER!!! sayang belikan baby hamster...
Yang sebenarnya, aku dah jatuh cinta ngan hamster kat umah aku.. hahaha hamster ya ciku and boco.. ciku pompuan and boco lelaki.. kekeke cute.. 1st time aku jumpa cidak is 5 ogos 2011 the same time mak and bapak aku balit dari umrah.. time ya aku gik takut ngan cidak.. tikus bah ya... hahahaaha sapa sik takut tikus.. tapi hari demi hari.. mala jak cidak show aegyo ngan aku... aegyo ya maksud eh polah kiut.. hehehe nang kiut sampe aku terpikat gilak2.. hehehe terus jatuh cinta... aku lupak maok bawak gambar tek.. kelak aku update gik.. kekekeke
Ada satu hari, hari isnin riya, satu berita tergempar polah aku nebes sangat2 and sedih.. BOCO HILANG!!!!! damn it, bleh nya aku sedih ntam nya hilang.. dat time i realize i fall in love with them.. tangga ciku sowang polah aku sayu.. haha but, bila malam, time aku berbuka bersama family.. tiba2 aku lihat seekor tikus belanda jalan tepi aku.. first aku tergamam.. then i realize.. BOCO!!!! BOCO!!!! BOCO is COMING TO ME... then, selamat la nya kembali ngan aku.. hehehe gembira bukan men gik aku time ya.. rindu terlepas.. sedih pun sik da gik.. ciku gik la hapi bila boco ada gik.. i smile whenever i see them together...
Ya lah kisah percintaan aku dia dan dia... hehehe.. teringin nak bela dikpun.. boco and ciku ya, adik aku mpun.. em.. bila la aku dapat aku mpun hamster.. MAOK HAMSTER!! MAOK HAMSTER!!! sayang belikan baby hamster...
Mama.. hepi besday...
to my lover's mum...
HEPI BESDAY TO YOU, HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
HEPI BESDAY TO MAMA.. HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
MOGA PANJANG UMUR. MURAH REZEKI,
SIHAT-SIHAT SELALU... ^^
HEPI BESDAY TO YOU, HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
HEPI BESDAY TO MAMA.. HEPI BESDAY TO YOU...
MOGA PANJANG UMUR. MURAH REZEKI,
SIHAT-SIHAT SELALU... ^^
Wednesday 3 August 2011
Im AFRAID...
Last nite is one of the worst nite... argh...
Aku terbangun jam 2 pagi, GOD, guruh terlalu kuat sampe goncang satu rumah... malam tadik la aku takut giler ngan guruh biarpun di temani adik2ku.. asa maok pecah, roboh jak umah malam tadik... gila eh, sik pernah aku asa takut sampe bergegar kedak ya... dalam hati aku semua ayat Al-Quran dibaca menunjukkan betapa takutnya aku... first time aku asa kecik giler bila dengar bunyi gurh malam tadik.. kilat sik berhenti menyabung antara satu sama lain.. hujan giler lebat sampe aku sik dengar papa kecuali hujan, kilat guruh...
Macam2 benda pelik terlintas di fikiran ku... sik maok ku cita eh.. takut... teringat aku mak and bapak ku, macam malam tadik aku asas hidup ku berakhir.. YA ALLAH, aku tahu betapa kecilnya aku disisi MU, ampunkan lah dosaku, aku tahu diriku sangat hina.. ampunilah aku, dan tempatkan lah aku di tempat orang- orang yang beriman...
Thanks God, dalam dua jam kak ya, semua hilang.. yang pelik nya, after the last guruh, semua hilang, kilat sik da, hjan pun berkurang... senyap... seram kot malam tadik.. mintak2 dijauhi dari apa-apa malapetaka.. AMIN...
Aku terbangun jam 2 pagi, GOD, guruh terlalu kuat sampe goncang satu rumah... malam tadik la aku takut giler ngan guruh biarpun di temani adik2ku.. asa maok pecah, roboh jak umah malam tadik... gila eh, sik pernah aku asa takut sampe bergegar kedak ya... dalam hati aku semua ayat Al-Quran dibaca menunjukkan betapa takutnya aku... first time aku asa kecik giler bila dengar bunyi gurh malam tadik.. kilat sik berhenti menyabung antara satu sama lain.. hujan giler lebat sampe aku sik dengar papa kecuali hujan, kilat guruh...
Macam2 benda pelik terlintas di fikiran ku... sik maok ku cita eh.. takut... teringat aku mak and bapak ku, macam malam tadik aku asas hidup ku berakhir.. YA ALLAH, aku tahu betapa kecilnya aku disisi MU, ampunkan lah dosaku, aku tahu diriku sangat hina.. ampunilah aku, dan tempatkan lah aku di tempat orang- orang yang beriman...
Thanks God, dalam dua jam kak ya, semua hilang.. yang pelik nya, after the last guruh, semua hilang, kilat sik da, hjan pun berkurang... senyap... seram kot malam tadik.. mintak2 dijauhi dari apa-apa malapetaka.. AMIN...
Happy Belated Friendship day...
To all of my fwenz... lupak aku nak update padah friendship day, coz kusyuk gilak nyambut Bulan Ramadhan tek nak? kekeke anyway,
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY ...
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY ...
Monday 1 August 2011
My Dilemma
<selena Gomez>
Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants you
And the other half wants forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met you
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself atractted to my dilemma
My dilemma
It's you, it's you
Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants you
And the other half wants forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met you
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself atractted to my dilemma
My dilemma
It's you, it's you
Bulan Ramadan Menjelma Lagiiii....
bulan posa eh, hehe today is first day fasting ... tapi sedih mak and bapak masih kat umrah... but aku bersyukur dapat ganti tempat mak kat umah... buat keluarga terdekat, jauh, saudara mara, kawan-kawan dan kaum muslimin dan muslimat dengan ini aku ingin mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan... semoga bulan yang mulia ini akan melimpahkan lagi rahmat dari- NYA dan kita dapat bersama2 menyambut bulan ini dengan penuh sabar dan beriman.. ceh3... bait li bunyi aku.. hahahaha
cuma sigek aku sedih, sik pat berpuasa dengan owg yang aku cintai sepanjang bulan tok... moga nya bet2 jak cinun.. i wish im there berbuka dengannya... windu eh... but, mungkin ada hikmah disebalik yang berlaku, aku redha.. again, how i miss my love soooooooo much.
apa gik owh... jumat depan mak aku balit.. sik sabar eh... dapat aku rehat, hehehe and luang lebih masa ngan gerekku.. Ya Allah, selamatkan lah ibu dan bapa ku sepanjang perjalanan mereka pergi dan balik.. Amin...
cuma sigek aku sedih, sik pat berpuasa dengan owg yang aku cintai sepanjang bulan tok... moga nya bet2 jak cinun.. i wish im there berbuka dengannya... windu eh... but, mungkin ada hikmah disebalik yang berlaku, aku redha.. again, how i miss my love soooooooo much.
apa gik owh... jumat depan mak aku balit.. sik sabar eh... dapat aku rehat, hehehe and luang lebih masa ngan gerekku.. Ya Allah, selamatkan lah ibu dan bapa ku sepanjang perjalanan mereka pergi dan balik.. Amin...
Sunday 31 July 2011
Macam Azwan Jupz....
kawan2, aku jumpa sowang mbiak sama macam azwan jupz.. first aku jumpa asang familiar giler, lamak aku ingat sapa kedak muka mbiak tok, buk beberapa hari lepas aku teringat ngan azwan jupz... apa pendapat kitak owg.. bagi aku, mbiak tok macam anak nya.. hahahha and nama nya mohd Asrul... salah sowg mbiak kacak dalam kelas aku.. hehehehe
My Children...
As promise, this is my children pictures... semua sidak suka bergambar.. hahaha so cute isnt it??? keke hepi wak pat jaga sidak, make me sometimes want my own child with the one i love.. first day time aku masuk kelas, aku takut sidak sik suka aku and takut maok dekat ngan aku, tapi semua asa taku ya hilang bila aku jumpa sidak, semua maok bermanja.. i like it sooo damn much.. polah aku makin suka ngan mbiak. biar sedegil, senakal nie sidak, aku tetap pat kawal and sidak pun tauk hormat aku.. hepi aku ajar sidak, biar sampe sakit tekak aku melarang sidak, tapi bila time sidak tenagh polah keja, semua maok perhatian, semua sidak ada 21 semuanya.. aku pikir, aku sik kan dapat control sidak, but i did it.. they all love me and i love them more... hehehe moga sidak dapat apa yang aku ajar biarpun sikit and sidak jadi owng yang berjaya di masa depan.. hehehe 
Thursday 28 July 2011
keke... the happinest from tiredness
genap hari tok, sudah 7 hari aka seminggu aku jd haouse... buk aku asa gne penat mak and bapak aku jaga mek owg dari kecik sampe la kinek tok.. honestly, memang penat... kadang bila sampe umah jak lepas keja, aku terus peng, guwin depan tv sik bangun2 sampe la petang..
hahaha, aku tensen wak kadang dengan rutin dak tok.. tapi still aku syukur aku dapat polah amanah yang mak aku pesan.. hehehe... biar aku tensen, tapi yang peliknya aku sik tauk apa di tensen aku.. time2 dak ya lah aku perlukan pelukan kasih sayang dari seorang yang aku cintai.. how i wish my lover here... anyway, i have to be strong so that adik2 aku pat bergantung ngan aku...
keja plak, budak2 makin hari makin bising.. hahaha, habes sakit tekak aku melarang sidak ya, ada yang kelahi, mintak perhatian dan macam2 karenah lagi.. kadang naik wak angin aku tapi, bila tangga muka sidak.. sik sampei hati plak nak hukum.. sampe sidak mintak dihukum gik.. plek3 ... tiap pagi biar berat badan and palak maok banguun, tapi bila dah masuk kelas, aku asa bersemangat balit tangga sidak menyambut aku dengan senyuman.. hehehe... ada gambar sidak, lak aku engkah dalam blog.. hehehe semuanya ada 21 orang budak aku jg..
ya jak lah.. aku nak balit.. kekeke.. penat geng, maok tangga LIE TO ME gik.. lucu cita ya.. hahahaha anyeoung yeorobun... ^^
hahaha, aku tensen wak kadang dengan rutin dak tok.. tapi still aku syukur aku dapat polah amanah yang mak aku pesan.. hehehe... biar aku tensen, tapi yang peliknya aku sik tauk apa di tensen aku.. time2 dak ya lah aku perlukan pelukan kasih sayang dari seorang yang aku cintai.. how i wish my lover here... anyway, i have to be strong so that adik2 aku pat bergantung ngan aku...
keja plak, budak2 makin hari makin bising.. hahaha, habes sakit tekak aku melarang sidak ya, ada yang kelahi, mintak perhatian dan macam2 karenah lagi.. kadang naik wak angin aku tapi, bila tangga muka sidak.. sik sampei hati plak nak hukum.. sampe sidak mintak dihukum gik.. plek3 ... tiap pagi biar berat badan and palak maok banguun, tapi bila dah masuk kelas, aku asa bersemangat balit tangga sidak menyambut aku dengan senyuman.. hehehe... ada gambar sidak, lak aku engkah dalam blog.. hehehe semuanya ada 21 orang budak aku jg..
ya jak lah.. aku nak balit.. kekeke.. penat geng, maok tangga LIE TO ME gik.. lucu cita ya.. hahahaha anyeoung yeorobun... ^^
luahan hati seorang Kekasih.. ^^
I LOVE YOU...
I MISS YOU...
I NEED YOU...
WISH YOU'RE HERE WITH ME...
SAYA CINTAKAN AWAK...
SAYA WINDUKAN AWAK...
SAYA PERLUKAN AWAK...
SAYA BERHARAP AWAK DISINI MENEMANI SAYA...
I MISS YOU...
I NEED YOU...
WISH YOU'RE HERE WITH ME...
SAYA CINTAKAN AWAK...
SAYA WINDUKAN AWAK...
SAYA PERLUKAN AWAK...
SAYA BERHARAP AWAK DISINI MENEMANI SAYA...
Wednesday 27 July 2011
So Sorry i cant be perfect...
Sedih eh, sejak aku jd house wife hubungan aku ngan gerekku dingin... bukan la dingin tahap serius, but still... aku kurang masa pat luang masa k mesej ngan nya... cian eh gerekku ya, aku sayang nya bah.. tapi apakan daya, aku busy.. memang busy, bz ngan adik2 ku gik, ngurus umah gik.. pg kelas gik (ganti jd guru tadika sementara)... alu terpaksa, sik berniat pun aku nak sik pedulikan gerek aku ya.. sorry sayang...
Sory gilak2.. betul aku busy, mintak nya jangan pikir bukan2 la.. suka pikir aku curang, i hate that, tapi salah aku juak pernah curang and lukakan hatinya dolok.. how i wish i can turn back time.. but it all, useless.. and won't happen.. adeh, apa gik owh... cian tangga gerekku eh, sayang gilak ngan nya.. tapi kadang i can't help but hurt my lover again and again.. im sorry love.. please trust me my love for you is true.. sikda baby curang gik... i love you damn much..
kawan2 sekelian, doakan lah sejahteraan aku dan dia.. semoga dapat bersama hingga akhir waktu..
Sory gilak2.. betul aku busy, mintak nya jangan pikir bukan2 la.. suka pikir aku curang, i hate that, tapi salah aku juak pernah curang and lukakan hatinya dolok.. how i wish i can turn back time.. but it all, useless.. and won't happen.. adeh, apa gik owh... cian tangga gerekku eh, sayang gilak ngan nya.. tapi kadang i can't help but hurt my lover again and again.. im sorry love.. please trust me my love for you is true.. sikda baby curang gik... i love you damn much..
kawan2 sekelian, doakan lah sejahteraan aku dan dia.. semoga dapat bersama hingga akhir waktu..
Monday 25 July 2011
Housewife for 2 weeks...
alop3 bloggerSSS...
nak cita tok, aku jd housewife 2 minggu sementara mak n bapak aku g umrah... alhamdulillah sidak dah selamat sampei ke Jeddah malam tadik.. syukur sik da papa berlaku sepanjang perjalanan cidak.. jd tinggal lah aku keseorangan bersama adik2ku... jd mak la aku kat umah..
penat geng, dah la awal pagi bangun, kak ya kemas umah, kemas barang k adik aku sekolah, and sewaktu dengannya.. then belum habis gik ya, aku jd cikgu kat tadika.. keja aku bukan ngajar pun, tapi melarang and tangga mbiak polah keja.. penat eh, buk sehari dah sakit tekak ku.. adoi3... but im still hepi melayan karenah sidak ya... hahaha semua maok perhatian, sama ngan gerek ku.. wahahahaha windu nya eh... sebulan gik buk dapat jumpa nya gik..
apa gik owh... asanya setakat tok jak lah, nak amik adik ku gik balit dari school... huhu anyway, guys wish me luck for being a housewife and teacher.. kekekeke anyeoung... mun ada jumpa gerek aku, kirim salam.. huhu padah aku windu nya.. hehehe
nak cita tok, aku jd housewife 2 minggu sementara mak n bapak aku g umrah... alhamdulillah sidak dah selamat sampei ke Jeddah malam tadik.. syukur sik da papa berlaku sepanjang perjalanan cidak.. jd tinggal lah aku keseorangan bersama adik2ku... jd mak la aku kat umah..
penat geng, dah la awal pagi bangun, kak ya kemas umah, kemas barang k adik aku sekolah, and sewaktu dengannya.. then belum habis gik ya, aku jd cikgu kat tadika.. keja aku bukan ngajar pun, tapi melarang and tangga mbiak polah keja.. penat eh, buk sehari dah sakit tekak ku.. adoi3... but im still hepi melayan karenah sidak ya... hahaha semua maok perhatian, sama ngan gerek ku.. wahahahaha windu nya eh... sebulan gik buk dapat jumpa nya gik..
apa gik owh... asanya setakat tok jak lah, nak amik adik ku gik balit dari school... huhu anyway, guys wish me luck for being a housewife and teacher.. kekekeke anyeoung... mun ada jumpa gerek aku, kirim salam.. huhu padah aku windu nya.. hehehe
Monday 18 July 2011
to my lover...
pilu aku bila baca blog gerek ku... em, iboh sedih sayang... baby selamat... i love you.. i do really love you... sayang, aku rindu kamu...
Such A Bad DAy... TT~TT
today, eh salah.. hari tok aku asa sedikit calm selepas nangis malam tadik... before that dukacitanya di maklumkan aku accident marek..
sedih aku marek.. 2nd time aku accident.. 1st accedint moto, gik ok la.. kali tok aku accident ngan mak and bapak ku.... the scariest things ive ever had in my life... accident ya disebabkan tayar pancit dowh.. kembang aku pecah.. time aku accident, palak aku blank and terus polaha aku hilang dirk sebentar.. marek aku trauma, sik pat makan, minum.. suma sik masuk.. yang aku asa and polah is diam jak selepas kuar dari keta... time accident, benda last aku ingat, ada pilipaip kat depan mek owg.. dalam hati aku berdoa agar sik berlanggar dengan eh, nasib doa aku do dengar Allah SWT... thanks God, aku selamat.. so does both my mum and dad... and nasib ada parit besar cia and sik da air... mun sik, dah sik da gik aku peluang untuk hidup... lepas jak kuar dari keta, aku cek mak and bapak aku ok sik.. dah ya benda pertama aku ingat is my love... takut sik pat jumpanya. biar aku buk jumpa nya hari sebelumnya.. i really do scared and traumatize that time... sedih gilak2...
malam tadik, aku try sik nagis, tapi hati aku asa sakit, burden atas badan ku... sik pat ku lupak.. then, buk aku kol my love, boleh sik nangis.. dat nite, aku nangis di dengar nya... sedih doh.. lamak aku nangis malam tadik... love aku pun sedih dengar.. lepas nangis buk aku asa ok cket.. thank you love coz be by my side whenever i need you... i love my lover sooooo damn much.. honestly, aku bahagia ngan nya... jodoh mek duak kuat, and so does halangan yang menghalang hubungan tok.. kawan2 doa2kan aku ngan nya dapat bersama... i cant lose my love for the second time.. its too hurt.
kayh la... he nak chow jap.. sok sambung gik.. kot.. kekeke oh ya,my love balit ritok.. moga nya selamat sampai di kampung... i love you... muah
sedih aku marek.. 2nd time aku accident.. 1st accedint moto, gik ok la.. kali tok aku accident ngan mak and bapak ku.... the scariest things ive ever had in my life... accident ya disebabkan tayar pancit dowh.. kembang aku pecah.. time aku accident, palak aku blank and terus polaha aku hilang dirk sebentar.. marek aku trauma, sik pat makan, minum.. suma sik masuk.. yang aku asa and polah is diam jak selepas kuar dari keta... time accident, benda last aku ingat, ada pilipaip kat depan mek owg.. dalam hati aku berdoa agar sik berlanggar dengan eh, nasib doa aku do dengar Allah SWT... thanks God, aku selamat.. so does both my mum and dad... and nasib ada parit besar cia and sik da air... mun sik, dah sik da gik aku peluang untuk hidup... lepas jak kuar dari keta, aku cek mak and bapak aku ok sik.. dah ya benda pertama aku ingat is my love... takut sik pat jumpanya. biar aku buk jumpa nya hari sebelumnya.. i really do scared and traumatize that time... sedih gilak2...
malam tadik, aku try sik nagis, tapi hati aku asa sakit, burden atas badan ku... sik pat ku lupak.. then, buk aku kol my love, boleh sik nangis.. dat nite, aku nangis di dengar nya... sedih doh.. lamak aku nangis malam tadik... love aku pun sedih dengar.. lepas nangis buk aku asa ok cket.. thank you love coz be by my side whenever i need you... i love my lover sooooo damn much.. honestly, aku bahagia ngan nya... jodoh mek duak kuat, and so does halangan yang menghalang hubungan tok.. kawan2 doa2kan aku ngan nya dapat bersama... i cant lose my love for the second time.. its too hurt.
kayh la... he nak chow jap.. sok sambung gik.. kot.. kekeke oh ya,my love balit ritok.. moga nya selamat sampai di kampung... i love you... muah
Thursday 7 July 2011
Next To You ^^
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.
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