Would you be my ...

Have you ever had the feeling your drawn to someone?
and there isn’t anything they could of said or done
and everyday i see you on your own
and i can’t believe that your alone
but i overheard your girls and this is what they said
looking for a looking for that your looking for a boyfriend
i see that, give me time now you know I’m gonna be there
don’t be scared to come put your trust in me
can’t you see all i really want to be is your boyfriend
can’t fight that let me down you know I’m coming right back
i don’t care at all what you done before all i really want is to be your
Your boy boy b-b-b-b-b-boy friend
let me take a little moment to find the right words
[to find the right words]
so when i kick it you it ain’t something that you’ve heard
[something that you've heard]
i don’t know what kind of guy that you prefer
but i know i gotta put myself or worse
See i think got the kind of love that you deserve and i heard
that your looking for a boyfriend
i see that, give me time now you know I’m gonna be there
don’t be scared to come put your trust in me
can’t you see all i really want to be is your boyfriend
can’t fight that let me down you know I’m coming right back
i don’t care at all what you done before all i really want is to be your
Your boy boy b-b-b-b-b-boy friend

if you tell me where, I’m waiting here
everyday like slum dog millionaire
bigger then the Twilight love affair
I’ll be here girl i swear
looking for looking for that your looking for a boyfriend
i see that, give me time now you know I’m gonna be there
don’t be scared to come put your trust in me
can’t you see all i really want to be is your boyfriend
can’t fight that let me down you know I’m coming right back
i don’t care at all what you done before all i really want is to be your
Your boy boy b-b-b-b-b-boy friend

All i really want is to be your

Saje je... time bowink

ALOOP...
Malas eh nak carik maklumat k projek tahun akhir (PTA) k tahun depan... adoi, makin hari makin malas aku tok. tapikan, mun bleh nak polah betul2 eh k PTA tok, k naik pointer.. pointer aku sebab turun teruk dolok.. time kegawatan malas belajar.. hahahah memang aku jatuh teruk.. adoi.. nyesal3.. tok aku nak tebus tok.. tapi sik tauk pahal aku malas semacam tok.. bila gik nak bertaubat.. dah cuti empat bulan dok goyang kaki di umah, asyik2 mesej keja aku.. mala jak mak aku ngerepak eh, cian momi.. sowi, but i cant help to message. hehehe.. start balit dah aku gila message tok. dolok, duak tahun aku sik dekat langsung ngan handphone, mun dekat pun time aku kuliah jak.. talk and discuss about study...BORING. adeh, ottokaji???

PTA aku, aku pilh Dyslexia. em, entah kenapa aku minat gilak ngan Dyslexia ya... mb sebab aku selalu ajar kazen2ku yang slow learner kot. ikut hati, aku nak polah research pa pat k ajar cidak ya.. cian bah, slow gilak.. kadang sampe aku hilang sabar juak time ngajar.. hahaha so sowi. bukan sengaja, tapi kadang sidak ya buat perangai bah, ne aku nak polah selainn marah.. tapi best nya, aku asa puas bila tauk sidak dapat and ingt apa yang aku ajar. biar sampe sakit tekak aku sebab ngajar sidak, still aku hepi... ya jak yang aku polah time cuti tok.. ngajar sidak.. berbagai peringkat umur, kadang aku lupak sidak darjah apa. tapi, yang sik best nya aku ajar kazen aku math form 5... subject paling aku ingin jauhi gilak2.. tapi, cian tangga pak cik ku bersusah payah pujuk k ajar anaknya ya, terpaksa aku turuti.. alu blaja balit aku entam eh.. hahahaha but so far, aku bersyukur dapat ajar nya setakat yang aku mampu. aku dolok pun slalu fail juak math ya.. nasin SPM aku lulus.. kekekeke

Wajin gik aku oi.. pemalas da jak... gud luck to myself for 1st PTA Dyslexia. ^^ i know i can do it.. kawan2 semu, doa aku dapat A. cuma tunggu mud datang lok hehehe.. anyeoung...

Last Time Together... a gift

Baby I don't like to
Say goodbye, so this
Is my until next time.
I, I see you.
Cause I don't wanna leave you.
I'l just kiss you one last time,
To leave an imprint on your mind girl,
Just for right now,
Tell me can you hold out.
Remember,
Girl we can be miles apart.
And no matter where you are,
You're always in my heart (ohh).
Baby don't leave,
Let me just stay right here,
Cause I ain't gonna waste your time,
So you don't have to leave my side
(You got me open)
Don't leave,
Baby just stay right here,
Even if the world goes by,
We'll remember our last time
(Together)
I could cry a thousand tears
But that won't keep you here,
You said you was finish with this love
So I said why you giving up on us.
I'll love you forever,
I promise,
But you mean forever ain't that long.
So baby don't you go,
Girl remember?
Remember,
Girl we can be miles apart.
And no matter where you are,
You're always in my heart (my heart).  
Don't leave,
Shawty don't leave,
Don't leave me.

Never Gonna Leave This Bed

You push me

I don't have the strength to

Resist or control you

Take me down, take me down

You hurt me

But do I deserve this?

You make me so nervous

Calm me down, calm me down

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

So come here

And never leave this place

Perfection of your face

Slows me down, slows me down

So fall down

I need you to trust me

Go easy, don't rush me

Help me out, why don't you help me out?

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

So you say "Go, it isn't working"

And I say "No, it isn't perfect"

So I stay instead

I'm never gonna leave this bed

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

I'd give it all away just to get you back

And fake it, fake it all

Take what I can get

Knockin' so loud

Can you hear me yet

Try to stay awake but you can't forget

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

You say "Go, it isn't working"

And I say "No, it isn't perfect"

So I stay instead

I'm never gonna leave this bed, ooh

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Last Nite...

Last nite, is the greatest memory at all... last nite is the happiest day in my life. setelah lama menahan asa windu di hti akhirnya aku kembali bersama si Dia.. wahahahaha jiwang eh. adoi! (goosebumps). biar apa kata owg aku terima ngan hati yang ikhlas... whether you want to accept it or not, that yours probs.. as long as jgn sesekali kacau hidup aku.... teringat balit ungkapan windu, ungkapan cinta dari si Dia polah aku senyum... its been along time aku sik senyum kerana seseorang. and now i am... i fell so happy and save when knowing there is a person who is always beside me. pain cause of love is normal for me... no pain, no gain, therefore no love... hehehe  (my own moto tiru cket nak owg hehehe). 

When i think again about the past, honestly... i already forget all the memories and also the pain... i dont know how i feel last time im heart broken... because of the broken heart, my life upside down. SHITT!!! for my past. but now, im ok with my life. terima kasih aku ucapkan kepada si Dia kerana sangup berik second chance and be with me again. sebab si Dia aku boleh senyum and bergaul dengan owg len... dolok, for two years aku hidup sengsara menahan asa hati, sampe polah aku over protective to myself. i hate myself back then coz i always cry and feel alone. now, no more. i can smile and happy as others...

I will never forget about last nite... gila eh. da moment our hand touch, i shock with the sensation and warmness. sangat2 warm sampe aku pun sik tauk gne nak ungkapkan pasaan ya ngan kata2.. TQ for giving me happinest again... how i hope, last nite wont last... 

IM GAY... so what???!!!

Everyone know me... and im a gay person... is it wrong to be gay in your life? dat unique if we can be happy rite? tapi mun tiap masa ya dah gila namanya.. hahahahaha... (back to topic) aku heran kenak bila dengar perkataan gay, suma owg tercengang... why is that so? adoi.. im hepi when im gay.. its make me truly happy... bagaikan aku la owg paling hepi di dunia tok.. huhu... jarang kita temu owg gay betul sik? and now if you read this post, u meet one.. hehehehe as that me. im one of them.. 


Remember, gay have two meaning, happy and gay... so, up to you to judge.. kwang3... bubbey!!!!

Me... mencarut

Newcomer here... adoi.. shud i  talk in english or malay or rojak.. hahaha guess rojak seems better.. em, apa maok di klaka owh.. blur eh.. how about introduce myself then.. im a psycho.. hahahaha (its true, so be careful wit your words) ... im korean-holic especially SHINee-holic.. everyone know that if they know me.. em, ya jak kot.. blur blur blur... hahahaha anyway, WELCOME TO MY PAGE... 

p/s: If you hate wat you read ignore...
      that me, so wat??? huhu anyeoung....