Thursday 23 August 2012

Bodoh...

i do and say something that i do not mean at all... bodoh.. aku tetap bodoh mencintai owg yang sikkan mencintai aku... tersangat bodoh kerana mencintai... Cinta itu hanya kesengsaraan... bodoh.. aku sangat bodoh mempercayai yang tidak pernah mencintai aku seperti yang aku harapkan.. BODOH...

Wednesday 11 July 2012

Thank You...

huhu... buk tek dapat tangga result dengan mata dik mpun.. bila marek result di tangga geek aku, aku masih sik puas.. Alhamdullillah, biar sik sampe target, aku dapat lulus dalam semua subject.. and that means, aku dapat graduate tahun tok... Alhamdulillah... aku syukur gilak2.. SYUKUR... SYUKUR... SYUKUR... aku betul2 asa bersyukur dapat tunaikan impian parents aku nak tangga anak nya dapat sijil pkei topi hahahaha selama tok anak nya graduate mala sik pkei topi.. hehehehe terima kasih ALLAH, Para pendidik, FAmily tercinta, GEREKKU... dan KAwan-kawanku... kerana sentiasa berada di sisi bila aku perlukan support... bila aku asa down.. coz aku pernah berada dalam SLUMP sekali. harap sik kan berulang gik... and I love my 'Hubby' now... really love him so much... aku harap hubungan kami kekal selama-lamanya... and mun sik da aral melintang, aku akan graduate bulan sepuluh tok... aku doakan semua kerja aku semasa latihan industri kat ctok berjalan dengan lancar... semoga aku dapat selesaikan nya dengan selamat and dapat grade tahun tok... sik sabar nak grade da aku tok...

blurr da ntam xcited dapat confirm graduate tahun tok.. heheheh temu gik di masa akan datang.. I LOVE you ALLLLLL.... c u soon...

Wednesday 20 June 2012

Habes EXAM...

hoho... marek, tanggal 19 jun 2012 jam 3.30 pm, aku dah habes duduki final paper for my final sem, of final year... bahagia rasa hidup dihati... dah lepas semua paper ya... dalam semua paper ya, satu paper jak aku paling riso kinek... iaitu Computer Vision... aku tersangat la kantoi dengan subject ya, start dari midterm exam gik.. Ya Allah... luluskan la aku untuk subject itu dan subject yang lain... AMIN... kawan2 doakan la untuk aku juak... aku maok Grad tahun tok... sik sanggup aku repeat gik... tapi untuk paper lain, aku menjawap ngan tenang coz half of the questions, aku dapat jawap.. hoho...

suppose to be aku balit hari tok, tapi sik pat coz PTA aku belum siap... lambat li jak supervisor aku ya chock.. awl2 dolok sik nak ngecek isi dalam... buk kinek nak nak check.. harap before jumat to aku boleh habeskan sekali jilid tunggu jilid ya dah satu hal... dah minggu depan aku dah start praktikal. mun praktikal di unimas jak sik la hal.. tok nun di kampung.. hoho... Ya Allah, permudahkan la semua urusan aku pada minggu nie ya Allah.. AMIN...

pa gik owh, kinek tengah berhenti jap tek polah pta... kinek dah polah chapter 4 and 5 gik.. just a correction.. huhu... harap hari to boleh hantar untuk jilid da.. amin....... Aja2 hWaiting!!!!

Monday 18 June 2012

Fate (like a fool)

first dengar lagu tok polah aku mengeluarkan air mata... i wish this day wont come in the future...
i just want to be with my beloved one...



Please do not come to me
I have no confidence to love you anymore
If I try to leave you, don’t hold on to me
Please let me go
One by one, memories of you are placed in my tears
And they fade far away
Like a fool, I only loved you
So I didn’t know that you were filled with scars
I will stop, I will try to stop my heart that loves you
Goodbye, please forget me now
Please don’t cry
I can’t wipe away your flowing tears
Though I can’t forget everything that we loved
Though I can’t throw it out
Like a fool, I only loved you
So I didn’t know that you were filled with scars
I will stop, I will try to stop my heart that loves you
Goodbye, please forget me now
I embrace you in my armsclose my eyes and engrave you
Because I can’t see you anymore, because you’re not here, because I can’t protect you till the end
Because you’re the person that all of my heart loved
guess I mistook you for destiny
I guess I thought you were mine, I guess I was crazy
I love you, I guess I loved you to death
Goodbye, please forget me now

Heart Attack!!!!

"Heart Attack"

Turn the lights on!

Ohhh wo-oh, Ohhh wo-oh

We share something so common
Still so rare, and I'm in awe
Never been here before
So high, we're still climbing
Even here inside these walls
Breaking each other's hearts
And we don't care cause we're so

In too deep, can't think about giving it up
But I never knew love would feel like a heart attack
It's killing me, swear I never cried so much
Cause I never knew love would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

Ohhh wo-oh, never never never knew love (Ohhh wo-oh) would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

All the times when I know I should be smiling
Seem to be the time that I frown the most
Can't believe that we're still survivin
Cause I'm slowly breaking down
Even when I hold you close
And if I lose you
I'm afraid I would lose who
Who I gave my love to
That's the reason I stay around
Even though I fell way

In too deep, can't think about giving it up
But I never knew love would feel like a heart attack
It's killing me, swear I never cried so much
Cause I never knew love would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

Ohhh wo-oh, never never never knew love (Ohhh wo-oh) would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

And it hurts,
Cause I wanna leave, and you wanna leave
But the love keeps us together

And if I lose you
I'm afraid I would lose who
Who I gave my love to
That's the reason I stay around
Even though I fell way

In too deep, can't think about giving it up
But I never knew love would feel like a heart attack
It's killing me, swear I never cried so much
Cause I never knew love would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

Ohhh wo-oh, never never never knew love (Ohhh wo-oh) would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had

Monday 28 May 2012

it HURT

dalam post kali tok maybe harsh apa yang aku baca... just nak meluah perasaan yang lamak aku simpan... well adat berkasih, nak padah ngan owg ya, malas nak mesej, makin sakit hati bila nya jawap "OK", apalah ya? em... sapa terbaca ya terasa sowi lah... if you do really love me, you wil take the positive and think about it before acting like stupid and regret for what had you done...

apa ko maok aku jadi gik? masih sik cukup kasih syg aku berik? sik cukup cinta aku setengah mati ngan ko? maok aku betul2 sakit then parah lebih parah gik hidup dari time aku curang ngan ko dolok? em? aku asa you have hurt me bad enough.. sangat enough!!!! ko sik tauk apa ku asa ctok, yang ko tauk melayan hati ko yang sakit. then ko makin sakit bil;a ko dah sakiti aku.. aku sik layan ko, even not one meseg... jujur tiap malam aku maok meseg ko, tapi bila terpikir kata2 ko, aku tahan dirik aku.. aku nak tangga sejauh mana ego ko dalam mencintai aku.. aku nak tangga selama mana ko nak hidup dak tok ngan aku, sik meseg sik da khabar berita... jagn ko padah aku curang gik cukup la... lepas kelas, tiem aku dudk sowg, know what im thiniking, im just think about YOU.. aku pikir, adakah ko akan bersama yang lain yang lebih baik dari aku? but i trust you... so i throw away that thought jauh2... kau jak aku pikir. betul aku masih tulis sal shinee, so what? ya sik bermakna aku terus lupak ngan kau. ko mala jak padah aku tok sentiasa sik ingant ko dalam blog ko ya.. then ko akan jawap, "jagn la tangga blog aku mun sakit"... nak? i know you too well. gik ko gik tangga blog aku polah ko sakait. so what the differences? sama jak bagi aku... kdang aku terpikir sampai bila ko nak hidup dalam kenangan lamak yang menyakitkan ya? aku riso tangga ko dak ya... aku riso. mun boleh, aku sanggup ambik suma sakit ya, berik nagn aku.. ko hepi jak.. aku dah padah ngan ko jagn terlalu ego melayan perasaan macan dalam cita "Andai itu Takdirnya." aku harap ko sik jadi macam laki ya... terlalu ego sampai anak bini pun nya sik pandang sebelah mata.. sanggup kejami bini nya demi sebab terlalu ego. jgn pikir mo sowg jak sakit, aku pun sakit tangga ko kedak ya.. aku sayang ko, sebab tok aku tulis suma tok coz aku tauk ko akan baca papa yang aku tulis tok... kadang aku terpikir, perlukah aku sik terima cinta ko balit, bagi pandangan aku ko lebih bahagia bersama ain dari bersama aku. ain bleh ikut semua permintaan ko, gne jadi bini ko yang terbaik n ikut cara ko, im sory.. aku try sehabis baik, tapi ko masih sakit, ko masih sik puas hati, and now aku sik tauk pa nak polah gik... mun aku jadi dirik aku yang sebenar, aku sik asa ko akan tahan... semua owg pun sik trahan... jujur aku padah... you dont know me syg... why dont you learn to know about me, bout my family... aku syg family ko macam family aku... ko syg family aku macam ko syg family ko sik? aku tauk aku sik bagus untuk ko... aku tauk, sebab ya, dalam hati aku aku kalo bleh aku sik maok kawin coz setakat tok sikda owg dapat tahan ngan aku... sowi la...

banyak dah aku tulis.. cukup la... just want you to konw, i love you so much... tapi dalam aku menyayangi ko, aku pun ada limit... sabar aku ada limit, hati aku ada limit... aku sik maok terluka ngan dilukai owg yang aku telah janji sehidup semati... aku dah terlalu banyak lukai ko... aku maok ko hepi.. but i fail... never success. it feel like Hell!!!

p/s: baby sj guna "aku kau" senang cket tulis... jgn amik hati...

Friday 25 May 2012

OPPAsss Chukahaeyo...

huhu, hari tok adalah anniversary bro2 aku.. i mean shinee... hehehehe termasuk adik la ya... tapi aku tauk anniversary cdak pun sebab aku tangga fb tek.. ngam plak jatuh pada hari nie ea? huhu by the way, even aku lamak dah sik fanatics ngan cdak sebeab dolok, still i am grateful they are born to make me smile... hehehehe bukan aku sik minat gik, tapi aku just minat besa2 jak.. "dah da gerek tek nak.. hehehehe" kena la jaga hati gerek aku yang kuat jeles ya... nya sanagat jeles ngan minho coz, bila nya pikat aku balit dolok, time ya aku tengah fanatik gila ngan minho... mana2 ada muka minho di bilik ku... lagu pun lagu SHINEE.. hahahaha tapi gne juak, tinme single, kdang need something that can make me happy so that aku sik asa stress gilak kedak hari sebelumnya... SHINEE is still the best, cuma ya lah, sik fanatik gik... hehehehe

teringat zaman time gik fanatik ngan minho, hahaha mala jak jles tangga minho ngan owg len, paling jeles bila nya berlakon n kiss ngan ompuan ya.. huhu but it is so sweets... kompom banyak nuna di luar sana yang suka ngan minho dalam cita ya, maklum la... "noona Noumu Yeoppo" huhuhu... dari dolok sampe kinek, aku minat lagi Quasimodo, sebab ya nama fb aku pun minjjong Quasimodo.. hehehehe lagu suka lagu ya coz lagu ya satu2 nya lagu yang polah aku terbuai and asa macam cdak sekali bersama aku bila aku tengah sakit hati.. sebab ya aku suka lagu ya... i feel calm..

apa gik owh... dah habis idea dah.. k lah.. len kali sambung gik.. anyway,

OPPAsss HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY...

Monday 21 May 2012

SHE... just for you

She 
May be the face I can't forget 
The trace of pleasure or regret 
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay 
She 
May be the song that summer sings 
May be the chill that autumn brings 
May be a hundred different things 
Within the measure of a day

She 
May be the beauty or the beast 
May be the famine or the feast 
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell 
She may be the mirror of my dreams 
The smile reflected in a stream 
She may not be what she may seem 
Inside her shell 

She 
Who always seems so happy in a crowd 
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud 
No one's allowed to see them when they cry 
She 
May be the love that cannot hope to last 
May come to me from shadows of the past 
That I'll remember till the day I die 

She 
May be the reason I survive 
The why and wherefore I'm alive 
The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years 
Me 
I'll take her laughter and her tears 
And make them all my souvenirs 
For where she goes I've got to be 
The meaning of my life is 

She
She, oh she

Monday 14 May 2012

BUZIIINESSSSSS....

lamak dah sik update blog eh, sejak duak menjak.. beberapa minggu yang lalu, aku buk jak berpisah ngan gerekku.. lamak dah sik jumpa ya... bila la gik pat jumpa nya... "SAYANG... babay windu"... i know you konw.. tiap hari padah tek nak kat mesej.. heheheh, tapi maok juak padah...

minggu tok banyak kali aku gaduh ngan gerekku... cian nya, aku plak mala jak busy memanjang... gne nak polah, dah last sem tek nak.. nak busy nag project tahun akhir and macam2 lagi... cdeh... wish i can handel thesed ays before my final.. and time posa lak aku praktikal gik... makin gerekku dik terlayan.. tapi don't wori syg ah, lak baby berusaha carik time free... i miss you so bad... windu sangat3...

macam tok jak aku nak padah.. dah blurr dah.. lapar eh, hehehe.. nak balit lok.. kelaparan dah perut aku... last words...  'BABY windu, cinta, kasih BAYI" forever

Monday 16 April 2012

The Melody i Love

*The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

**(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but I’m hiding because I’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can’t feel you

*Repeat

**Repeat

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, I don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I’m still here

*Repeat

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song

**Repeat (X2)

bila dengar lagu tok aku tenang... tp masalahnya liric nya tersangat la kesian... ingat "i'm singing my Blues" ya padah aku windu kerana terpisah... a good break up.. tapi bila tangga lirik.. oMG... a very cruel break up... so, sik jadi aku berik lagu tok ngan gerek aku.. tapi, melody nya, suara yang menyanyi sangat polah aku terbuai... paling best dengar... "i'm singing my Blues..." polah aku makin merindui kekasih hati yang jauh di mata... i miss you CINTA...

Monday 9 April 2012

My HubbY BEsTDay...

23rd March 2012...

Hepi besday to you...
hepi besday to you...
Hepi besday to my SAYANG...
hepi besday to you...
Moga panjang umur dan Murah rezeki...
"SAYANG selalu..... BaBy cintakan sayang"

Our Couple HanndPhone...


My Love Story...

"Naked"
(Dev feat. Enrique Iglesias)

You got a girl
That doesn't look a thing like me
The girl, your mother always said it would be
So, you could say that, you could say that
I'm hopeless

But that ain't the girl
That ain't the girl I want you to be
The girl that keeps up
And I see in my dreams
So, you could say that, you could say that
I love her

So I don't care what they say
It's our life life life
We can dance if we want
Make it feel alright
Temperature's rising
I feel the fire
Tonight, it's just me and you

Tell me baby, will you be here when I wake up
Even with no make up
I don't want to fake it

And you don't gotta doubt a second if I miss you
Everytime I'm with you
I feel naked

[Beat explodes]

(Hey! I feel naked, I want it, so let me get it, you say you got it, won't you come to get it)

If I told you girl
Come and run away with me
Now will you throw it all away for me
I need to know that, need to know that
It's not over

Cause you were the boy
Daddy told you to stay away from me
But you're nothing but a fantasy
I need to know that, need to know that
You'd be strong enough to believe in us

Cause I don't care what they say
It's our life life life
We can dance if we want
Make it feel alright
Temperature's rising
I feel the fire
Tonight, it's just me and you

Tell me baby, will you be here when I wake up
Even with no make up
I don't want to fake it

And you don't gotta doubt a second if I miss you
Everytime I'm with you
I feel naked

[Beat explodes]

(Hey! I feel naked, I want it, so let me get it, you say you got it, won't you come to get it)

I don't care what they say
It's our life life life
We can dance if we want
Make it feel alright
Temperature's rising
I feel the fire
Tonight, it's just me and you
Tonight, it's just me and you

So Tell me baby, will you be here when I wake up
I feel naked
I feel naked

(Hey! I feel naked, I want it, so let me get it, you say you got it, it's The Cataracs)

[Beat explodes]

(I feel naked, I want it, so let me get it, you say you got it, won't you come to get it)

[Beat explodes]

Tonight, it's just me and you

And I hAd A Bad DaY!!!

lebih kurang bad day la juak, marek sik pat upload asgnment, so do today, marek ulcer aku teruk alu malam tadik kenak serangg demam... adoi, lepas demam seminggu riya macam antibody aku lemah da jak... sedih eh, adoi... oh ya, kinek aku kat umah.. hehehehe cuti.. but the sad part is, after this, i no longer can see my hubby.. dia nun jauh di sana.. gonna miss my hubby so much... bila la kita dapat ber jumpa gik sayang ek? harap perpisahan kali tk sik jadi kedak perpisahan yang menyakitkan kedak dolok... i wont stab your back anymre... hehehehe coz bak kata jasom mraz, im URS, and train padah this is not a drive by... and di continue oleh devv and enrique i'm feeling naked when im with you... hehehehehe

blurr eh, oh ya, before balit kampung riya, i always luang masa bersama gerekku... we are so close, senang susah kmi hadapi bersama... honestly, dalam masa sebulan lebih ya aku asa trust, and love aku makin kuat ngan nya... aku macam hilang fobia nak pikir plek2 kedak akuu selalu polah dolok... dolok, to be honest sayang, baby selalu cek mesej sayang coz baby takut sayang curang, coz before kita bersama gik dolok, sayang masih windu and sayang pompuan len selain baby.. yalah tek im kind of fobia coz i got into the same situation that make me 'psycho'... but now, seems like i overcome it and trust you. jarang asa jeles gilak kedak dolok sampe sakit sangat hati, and sik cayak sayang terus.. i hope you would feel the same... i do really love you... thanks you for the sweeett memories and tq for the love you give me... baby sangat hargai peluang sekali tok bersama sayang... i will wait for you...

pa gik owh.. so far, ya jak la.. hehehehe saja jak nak ngisi blog.. cian blog aku makin sik di sentuh.. buzy gilak, gpun banyak wak asgnment yang belum siap tok... harap dapat dipolah ikut time yang da di set.. huhu anyeoung!!!!

Train ...

"Drive By"


On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
I thought this can't be true
'Cause you moved to west LA
Or New York or Santa Fe
Or wherever to get away from me

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

On the upside of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until i came to
And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Please believe that when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you
And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Wednesday 22 February 2012

Song That Show The True Love...

FlowerPot

Alex Chu – 화분 (Flowerpot)

멀리서 멀리서 멀리서 그대가 오네요
Meol-li-seo meol-li-seo meol-li-seo geu-dae-ga o-ne-yo
떨리는 마음을 어떻게 말해야 하나요
I ddeol-li-neun ma-eum-eul eo-ddeoh-ge mal-hae-ya ha-na-yo
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 빼앗고
Geu-dae ch’eo-eum-bu-t’eo na-eui ma-eum-eul bbae-at-go
나을수 없는 병을 내게 주었죠
Na-eul-su eobs-neun byeong-eul nae-ge ju-eott-jyo
화분이 될래요 나는 기도하죠
Hwa-pun-i doe-rae-yo na-neun neul gi-do-ha-jyo
그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 못해도 바랄 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo
멀리도 멀리도 멀리도 그대가 가네요
Meol-li-do meol-li-do meol-li-do geu-dae-ga ga-ne-yo
떨어지는 눈물을 어떻게 달래야 하나요
Ddeol-eo-ji-neun nun-mul-eul eo-ddeoh-ge dal-hae-ya ha-na-yo
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 가졌고
Geu-dae ch’eo-eum-bu-t’eo na-eui ma-eum-eul ga-jyeott-go
나을 없는 병을 앓게 거죠
Nan-eul su eobs-neun myeong-eul anh-ge han-geo-jyo
화분이 되고픈 나는 기도하죠
Hwa-pun-i doe-go-p’eun na-neun neul gi-do-ha-jyo

그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 못해도 바랄 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo

* 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 못해도 바랄 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo


TRANSLATION:
You come to me from some place far away
My heart trembles, how can I express my feeling?
You stole my heart from the start
And give me an incurable sickness
I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always
I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills
Though I can’t speak or want anything at all
I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while
And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep
You leave me for some place far away
How can I stop my tears from falling?
You had my heart from the start
And made me suffer an incurable sickness
I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always.
I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills
Though I can’t speak or want anything at all
I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while
And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep
I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills
Though I can’t speak or want anything at all
I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while
And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep

Hye back...

haluuuuu....

januari 2012, sigek gak aku update blog ku tok.. hahahahaha cian blog aku tok, makin hari makin ditinggalkan, hu bukan apa, just januari riya aku tengah cuti bah... sik tahan ngadap lap top gik.. pening palak aku bila sem lepas aku sangt2 selalu hampir 24 jam setiap hari aku mengadap lap top.. mual asa bila tangga lap top.. hahahaha but now, biar pun masih ada cket tapi ok la berbanding dolok.. huhu

kinek aku dah start balit dah sem yang baru.. huhu sem tok ntah aku rasa len jak.. asa pa pun aku sik pande nak explain... thanks God semua keja berjalan dengan lancar jak sepanjang aku berada ctok.. belum da yang tensenkan YET... huhu semua lecturer pun ok kot.. still lecturer yang lamak2 belaka... hahahaha oh ya, buk hari tok tek juak aku check result, damn it CGPA aku masih atas pagar.. sik best da jak.. tapi kira aku ada peningkatan la dari sem lepas, biar pun cket.. huhu harap sem tok dapat target la... sebut pasal result, gerek aku ada tangga result aku.. nya padah kira naik la lepas jatuh sem kedua then tanyak siapa pendorong aku. honestly la syg, its not about pendorong or support dari sapa2.. but sebenarnya ya datang dari baby sendiri... sebenarnya, aku memang dah target dari awl gik pun, nak dapat brapa untuk future.. ntam kejadian pahit time sem 2 aku jatuh coz im not myself... aku pun sik tauk pa yang mendorong aku ke arah ya.. just that i have my own target before i get old in the future.. huhu... cuma kinek tok, aku kadang  malu juak ngan gerek aku, nya mala jak dapat dekan, aku payah jauh sekali nak capai dekan ya.. just that i hope i dont want to get bad result and at least she can proud of me a little...

kelmarin nenek gerek aku nazak and telah kembali kerahmatullah pada jam 8 25 pm semalam... Al-Fatihah, semoga arwah ditempatkan di tempat owg2 yang beriman... AMIN...

blurr dah aku.. huhu.. kelak mun datang rajin aku sambung gik.. bubbbyyyyeeeee..........^^,

Saturday 21 January 2012

My LIFE Gets better..

tanggal 18 januari 2012, dengan bangga nya aku padah MERDEKA!!!!!!! hahahahaha buk habes exam tek nk,, huhu hari yang aku tunggu untuk tamatkan semua STRESSS and ASSIGNMNT nampaknya telah berlalu... huhu hepi sungguh aku dapat tamatkan semester 1 tahun ke-3 sesi 2011/2012 kat uNIMAS. bahagia plak rasanya... pasal exam, ntah aku sik riso ne, ada dapat jawap ada sik pat jawap, macam besa... harap2 pointer aku kali tok dapat naik la, coz aku da target aku k graduate tahun depan. hehehehe harap sikda halangan yang menimpa sepanjnang aku melanjutkan pelajaran untuk 3 tahun kat UNIMAS, kinek, aku bersyukur dapat lulus semua tanpa ada subject yang gagal untuk setiap sem... THANK YOU YA ALLAH, i'm so grateful,...

tanggal 18 January 2012 jam 1145am. time ya aku berpisah dengan gerekku... huhu sedih nya... lepas ya, hanya rindu yang menyelubungi hati coz start petang ya aku balit dah untuk cuti sem selama sebulan. harap2 nya bet2 jak... i'm gonna miss my gerek soooooooooooooo damnnnn much... in fact, tiap saat, tiap minit aku merindui si dia yang jauh dihati... sedih bila pikir tiap kali terkenangan kenangan mek duak... however, ada satu hal yang polah aku sanagt sedih gilak2... habes jak sem nya bulan 4 tok, nya akan pergi jauh gik dari kinek, well nya padah nya maok sambung degreee kat Shah Alam... em... be honest, aku sakit mendengarnya, tapi sebab aku hormati keputusan nya, aku redha... dan ikhlas melepaskannya untuk melanjutkan study kat semenanjung... harap masa ya cepat2 berlalu... and i will alwaz waiting for my BELOVED to COME BACK TO ME, and be in MY BELOVED's arms...

tanggal 20 jan 2012... BALIK KAMPUNG... Oooo... BALIK KAMPUNG....... HATI GIRANG... hehehehe macam lagu raya pulak ea.. haha padahal raya cina sik lamak gik... hahahahaha anyway, aku memang berhati girang dapat and selamat sampe umah kat kampung... terserlah muka mak bapak and adik beradik yang dirindui... huhu hepi gilak2. tapi... marek, aku dapat berita nya tidak menyenangkan, Nek Anjang aku dah kembali ke Rahmatullah... semoga roh dan jasad nya diredhai ALLAH SWT.. AMIN, AL-FATIHAH akus edekahkan ngan nenek. yang aku itok, buk duak minggu lepas aku jenguk nya kat hospital, dah nak sihat dah nya time ya... tapi sik sangka dengar berita nya dah meninggal... i wish to go but i cant coz aku penat wak... cuma bapak and adik ku yang yang first jak pg.

blurr dah eh... em, lak la sambung gik.. hehehehe cian blog ku tok, lamak dah sik bersentuh.. huhu... anyway, bye2... see you soon...