Haluu2... lamak eh sik tulis blog, buk hari tok elek cket... em... honestly, i dont klnow wheter i shud write anything i thought in mind now... but its kinda hard to hold.. ^^ lets just hold it for this once... "i'll get better" i know i will...
banyak yang berlaku sepanjang aku sik tulis blog selamak tok... ada memori yang sweet, hepi and ada juak memori yang sakit, sedih... besa lah.. hidup sentiasa naik turun.. bak kata owg macam roda gitu.. huhu and i've been through a lot this year or shud i say this sem.
aku sik sangka sem tok akan jadi sem yang sanangat busy sampe aku terpaksa stay kat asrama time study week. slalunya, dolok sik pernah2 dalam sejarah sepanjang aku study ctok aku stay time study week.. huhu this is the first time... next sem harap aku sik busy gilak dak tok... i don't have time for myself and for others... huhu adoiyai... semoga sem tok aku dapat lulus...
sepanjang sem tok, bleh kira aku selalu nangis sebab tensen ngan keja... kadang ada time aku bleh bertindak luar akal warasku.. i've turn to be that girl again.. but thanks God, i still can deal with who i am... hope it will never get worst. i dont want to be in that place again... its hard to deal with. in facts, i dont like it either. macam polah aku makin sakit. aku pun sik maok tangga mak aku sedih gik macam dolok. dolok aku nang sik d perasaan langsung. gne2 family aku nasiht, sigek pun aku sik lalek.. hahahaha nang hati batu la... sejuk macam ais kat kutub utara... Thanks God for giving me a second life...
Yosh!!!! sekarang, i just need to force myself till da limit and fight for upcoming final exam.. moga dapat keputusan yang memuaskan la... Amin... Pray for me... Salam.
Tuesday 27 December 2011
Friday 2 December 2011
im in this situation.. sort of..
"For The First Time"
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,
She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
[x3]
Oooooo
She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,
But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Ooooo
[x3]
Yeah.....
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time
ooooo...., yeahh for the first time
(ooooo....), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)
[x4]
Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,
She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
[x3]
Oooooo
She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,
But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.
Ooooo
[x3]
Yeah.....
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time
ooooo...., yeahh for the first time
(ooooo....), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)
[x4]
Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
layannnn...
"Not Just You"
Darling,
I know your heart's seen better times.
I know our songs had better rhymes.
Before today, no...
Darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes.
I understand if you need your space.
Please take your time.
Before you go away, so far away,
You need to realize.
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you.
That's hurting,
It's me too.
I'm sorry,
I wasn't there to catch the fall.
I didn't hear you when you've called,
All of those nights.
Please don't forget the good days with me.
I can make back the heart aching beat
When it gets dark and it's hard to see,
I'll turn on the lights.
Before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
Hey, it's me too
I'm not giving up,
You don't have to leave,
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees,
I believe in us,
Don't give up on me,
Girl I know that you're hurting.
And I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
Forgive me, forgive me.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
(not exactly dry, baby)
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
We had it all
How could we fall,
Baby I thought we would never die.
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
It's me too
Darling,
I know your heart's seen better times.
I know our songs had better rhymes.
Before today, no...
Darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes.
I understand if you need your space.
Please take your time.
Before you go away, so far away,
You need to realize.
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you.
That's hurting,
It's me too.
I'm sorry,
I wasn't there to catch the fall.
I didn't hear you when you've called,
All of those nights.
Please don't forget the good days with me.
I can make back the heart aching beat
When it gets dark and it's hard to see,
I'll turn on the lights.
Before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
Hey, it's me too
I'm not giving up,
You don't have to leave,
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees,
I believe in us,
Don't give up on me,
Girl I know that you're hurting.
And I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
Forgive me, forgive me.
Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
(not exactly dry, baby)
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
We had it all
How could we fall,
Baby I thought we would never die.
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
It's me too
i'm not in mud...
aku sik tauk pa nak ditulis dalam title tok... yang aku bleh padah, mud yang sik bagus tok akan berpanjangan sampe bila2... tambah2 gik aku kinek sik lamak gik 'due'... paham2 la... macam2 benda dalam palak aku... fine, if that the choice that you only have i accept it.. but sorry, i'm too selfish so i wont behave nicely.. huhu..
tapi aku yang bodoh, aku yang degil aku yang bersalah.. mala jak memaksa.. hahahaha i am like that so what? aku kenal sapa dirik aku, ya banyak owg sik kan tahan ngan perangai aku.. aku dah la gila.. psycho.. huhu but that is still me.. i cant change coz i dont want to change... aku dah berubah sekali (whole of me)... aku sik maok berubah jadi yang lebih baik coz i dont want to be hypocrite... (penyataan ini aku tujukan ngan dirik aku, bagi sapa yang membaca, sik perlu la terasa... coz i do have more than one personalities... hahahahaha)
ya jak la... i need to focus on something more important than melayan mud aku yang sik berapa betul and bagus tok... moga aku dapat selesaikan semua and please 'AKU', jangan terus sik da mud polah keja... you got no time to be childish... be matured a while.. dah habes, you can all out... lantak la ko nak polah apa... but for now... behave you attitude for your academics... that for the better...
tapi aku yang bodoh, aku yang degil aku yang bersalah.. mala jak memaksa.. hahahaha i am like that so what? aku kenal sapa dirik aku, ya banyak owg sik kan tahan ngan perangai aku.. aku dah la gila.. psycho.. huhu but that is still me.. i cant change coz i dont want to change... aku dah berubah sekali (whole of me)... aku sik maok berubah jadi yang lebih baik coz i dont want to be hypocrite... (penyataan ini aku tujukan ngan dirik aku, bagi sapa yang membaca, sik perlu la terasa... coz i do have more than one personalities... hahahahaha)
ya jak la... i need to focus on something more important than melayan mud aku yang sik berapa betul and bagus tok... moga aku dapat selesaikan semua and please 'AKU', jangan terus sik da mud polah keja... you got no time to be childish... be matured a while.. dah habes, you can all out... lantak la ko nak polah apa... but for now... behave you attitude for your academics... that for the better...
Long Time No See ^^,
buk ada masa nak bukak blog... even im not really in the mud.. just hope that i can release by writing here then...
bila tangga blog gik, lamak eh aku sik tulis hampir dekat sebulan... banyak yang aku nak cita sbenarnya.. tapi sik pa lah... aku briefing jak.. huhu that all happen in past...
- beraya umah gerekku
-nek bus sowg2 (first time long trip)
- mak aku merajuk sik balit raya...
-tensen aku banyak keja (sampei kinek)
- pujuk mak aku bila nya g ctok mgu lepas...
- and now... im here... tensen with all things around me...
ya lah secara brief nya apa yang berlaku time aku sik tulis blog.. should i say that is the title supposed to be... hehehe tapi malas la aku nak tulis.. biarlah jadi aku kenangan antara aku, aku dan aku... huhu...
bila tangga blog gik, lamak eh aku sik tulis hampir dekat sebulan... banyak yang aku nak cita sbenarnya.. tapi sik pa lah... aku briefing jak.. huhu that all happen in past...
- beraya umah gerekku
-nek bus sowg2 (first time long trip)
- mak aku merajuk sik balit raya...
-tensen aku banyak keja (sampei kinek)
- pujuk mak aku bila nya g ctok mgu lepas...
- and now... im here... tensen with all things around me...
ya lah secara brief nya apa yang berlaku time aku sik tulis blog.. should i say that is the title supposed to be... hehehe tapi malas la aku nak tulis.. biarlah jadi aku kenangan antara aku, aku dan aku... huhu...
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