Friday 30 September 2011
my FEAR
sejak duak menjak tok, honestly aku start asa busy sgt2.. sampe sik tertanggung suma keja... hahaha and sigek aku pelik, tiap malam... everytima ku terbangun tengah malam aku jadi penakut... benda pelik2 jak aku imagine... sampe kadang dalam tido pun aku bleh asa takut... even time mandik pun... in other words, tiap kali aku sendirian, aku selalu asa takut... even tido ngan owg pun aku masih takut.. sigek jak polah aku at ease kadang bila tido dalam pelukan nya... time ya asa save sgt2... kenak owh... makin hari aku jadi penakut bah.. sik suka eh, dolok aku tinggal sowg2 ok jak.. sikda aku asa daktok.. now, even ada owg bilit aku asa takut.. my mind went blurr bila pikir balit pasal ya... how can i change so that i can be like before.. huhu someone help me.... its hurt to be this fear... so not like me...
kenak reject!!! cdeh...
em, bukan kenak reject bercinta.. tapi system request mek owg kenak reject.. hahahaha adoiyai.. kenak wat balik la alamatnya.. penat2 bertungkus lumus polah carik idea.. turun discussion, ternyata sia2 belaka.. hahahaha gne nak polah, system request mek owg kekurangan knowledge based which polah nya jadi bukan expert system..
buk ritok, sir hardyman and sir hafiz terang balit apa maksud expert system.. buk aku paham serba serbi apa itu system request.. system request is a system that apply or have both knowledge based and inference engine... the system must know how to make decision making through the knowledge based from expertise and process the system by using inference engine yang membolehkan system ya menjadi expert..apart from that, expert system mestilah boleh act and think the same as expertise do.. huhu... tapi system mek owg.. just ada sensor.. so it dont have any knowledge at all.. terpaksa la guna idea lain tek.. huhu nasib system request tok tek sik kenak reject and accepted... cuma perlu polah explaination about both knowledge based and inference engine nya nampak gik la... mesti engkah semua maklumat kedua2 ya dalam proposal.. huhu pening2...
dear all my fwen, please, please and please... pray for me so that i can pass all the asgnment and exam for this subject and other subject too... i need strength from all of you.. huhu..
buk ritok, sir hardyman and sir hafiz terang balit apa maksud expert system.. buk aku paham serba serbi apa itu system request.. system request is a system that apply or have both knowledge based and inference engine... the system must know how to make decision making through the knowledge based from expertise and process the system by using inference engine yang membolehkan system ya menjadi expert..apart from that, expert system mestilah boleh act and think the same as expertise do.. huhu... tapi system mek owg.. just ada sensor.. so it dont have any knowledge at all.. terpaksa la guna idea lain tek.. huhu nasib system request tok tek sik kenak reject and accepted... cuma perlu polah explaination about both knowledge based and inference engine nya nampak gik la... mesti engkah semua maklumat kedua2 ya dalam proposal.. huhu pening2...
dear all my fwen, please, please and please... pray for me so that i can pass all the asgnment and exam for this subject and other subject too... i need strength from all of you.. huhu..
Tuesday 27 September 2011
To mY SleepyHead...
"Another You"
[Verse:]
You're a breath of fresh air
I need you without you I can't live
You're in cahoots with my heart (that's the way you stole it)
Gotta be a insider job
You're a diamond, shawty perfect
But you're body still sparkles
I'm on a knee holding your left hand
I knew where that missing diamond should
[Hook:]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so
[Chorus:]
Feel like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mold
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
Now I can spend my whole life
Searching for something that's better than my dear
But that's a waist of my time (cause I know were perfect)
I think that is where my point is
You can stand in front of the mirror
And there wouldn't be a reflection (oh)
Cause there's only one you
And that's why I never let you
[Hook]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you?
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so (Noo)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
[Breakdown:]
I'm a firm believer
In Never say never
But I can say I'll never find another you
They can say what ever
And it don't even matter
Cause I know our love is true [x2] (yeah)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you...
[Verse:]
You're a breath of fresh air
I need you without you I can't live
You're in cahoots with my heart (that's the way you stole it)
Gotta be a insider job
You're a diamond, shawty perfect
But you're body still sparkles
I'm on a knee holding your left hand
I knew where that missing diamond should
[Hook:]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so
[Chorus:]
Feel like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mold
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
Now I can spend my whole life
Searching for something that's better than my dear
But that's a waist of my time (cause I know were perfect)
I think that is where my point is
You can stand in front of the mirror
And there wouldn't be a reflection (oh)
Cause there's only one you
And that's why I never let you
[Hook]
Go ooh oh ooh oh oh oh
Is there a magical garden where more of you?
Grow ooh oh ooh oh oh oh oh
I didn't think so (Noo)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
[Breakdown:]
I'm a firm believer
In Never say never
But I can say I'll never find another you
They can say what ever
And it don't even matter
Cause I know our love is true [x2] (yeah)
[Chorus:]
Felt like I just won the lotto
I found a 1 in a million you (oh)
God made you from the Earth and he broke the mould
There will never be another you (ooh)
Never be another you (Woahh)
Never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you
(Woah woah oh) [x5]
There will never be another you...
Thursday 22 September 2011
STUPID mistakes...
hahahaha bila dikenang balit apa berlaku marek lucu eh.. hehehehe marek time gerek aku ambik aku... aku tangga nya macam bad mud jak.. disentuh pun sik pat.. macam mengelak pun ada... or macam sesuatu yang berlaku ke atsnya.. huhu.. tapi bila dah depan kedai makan tempat mek duak decide nak makan aku tanyak apa hal... nya padah sik da hal.. then kecik hati aku tangga nya kedak sik da mud ya... adoi.. asa maok lari jak... cdeh... (^~^)... tapi bila dah otw balit bilik.. time ya nya padah that is another person.. mcm 2 personality gitu... then i know... ok la mek duak kak ya.. hehehehe my SleepyHead Beasty.. new name for my lover.. hahahaha and know what my lover love it.. kekeke aku blurr tok.. sik tauk pa nak padah.. kelak2 la sambung gik.. teeeeettttt...
Monday 19 September 2011
Memories 2
malam tadik aku tido gik ngan lover aku.. huhu.. mala jak aku tido ngan nya eh... sik lepas2 juak windu.. tapi sedih wak.. sik lamak gik pas nya habis exam nya balit umah nun jauh di sana.. sik pat ku bayangkan gne nak hidupa aku pasya... dah la sebulan lebih... makin hari makin dikenang hari ya polah aku sakit sgt2.. sik tertahan rindu menginginkan belaian seorang yang aku sayangi dan cintai. sik maok jauh dari sayang.. windu.. its hurt... sik pernah sakit gilak dak tok meindui...
sebut pasal tido ngan sayang aku malam tadik.. aku on the same time tolong nya polah CSC.. aku sik la pandei gilak bab2 programming tok.. tapi aku ntah tiba2 asa nak masuk campur tangga nya tensen polah benda ya.. asa bersalah wak bila nya makin bingung di explain aku.. honestly, aku bab meng explain memang lemah cket.. kadang hanya owg yang besa ngan aku jak paham.. pagi tek, nya padah tq coz berik idea semalam... but aku terkejut giler bila nya padah aku tertinggikan sora ngan nya.. honestly, aku sik perasan pun aku tinggikan suara malam tadik.. maybe terbiasa... kadang bila aku ulang2 apa yang aku padah owg sik paham2.. aku panas wak.. tapi malam tadik honestly aku dah control bah emosi and baran aku . tapi masih nya terasa hati... sowi syang bukan nya nak tinggikan.. tapi maybe terlepas bah... aku mun datang serius.. aku workoholic.. kedak ya mud aku.. nasib nya malam tyadik sik majuk.. pat wak aku tido dalam dakapannya.. hehehehe dat nite i feel most at ease... buk insomnia aku hilang.. terasa nikmat tido balit aku malam tadik... tenang sanagt2...
hari tok tek.. tangga penyelia FYP aku, tukar lecturer.. Damn it!!! argh, aku maok DR.Tan.. tapi maybe bukan rezeki aku kali.. sik pa lah.. cuma aku harap lecturer aku kali tok.. nya ok jak.. sik banyak songeh and senang dibawak ebrbincang.. amin... heheheeh ya jak la... lak aku update gik..
sebut pasal tido ngan sayang aku malam tadik.. aku on the same time tolong nya polah CSC.. aku sik la pandei gilak bab2 programming tok.. tapi aku ntah tiba2 asa nak masuk campur tangga nya tensen polah benda ya.. asa bersalah wak bila nya makin bingung di explain aku.. honestly, aku bab meng explain memang lemah cket.. kadang hanya owg yang besa ngan aku jak paham.. pagi tek, nya padah tq coz berik idea semalam... but aku terkejut giler bila nya padah aku tertinggikan sora ngan nya.. honestly, aku sik perasan pun aku tinggikan suara malam tadik.. maybe terbiasa... kadang bila aku ulang2 apa yang aku padah owg sik paham2.. aku panas wak.. tapi malam tadik honestly aku dah control bah emosi and baran aku . tapi masih nya terasa hati... sowi syang bukan nya nak tinggikan.. tapi maybe terlepas bah... aku mun datang serius.. aku workoholic.. kedak ya mud aku.. nasib nya malam tyadik sik majuk.. pat wak aku tido dalam dakapannya.. hehehehe dat nite i feel most at ease... buk insomnia aku hilang.. terasa nikmat tido balit aku malam tadik... tenang sanagt2...
hari tok tek.. tangga penyelia FYP aku, tukar lecturer.. Damn it!!! argh, aku maok DR.Tan.. tapi maybe bukan rezeki aku kali.. sik pa lah.. cuma aku harap lecturer aku kali tok.. nya ok jak.. sik banyak songeh and senang dibawak ebrbincang.. amin... heheheeh ya jak la... lak aku update gik..
Sunday 18 September 2011
Fright night...
adoi.. kinek aku kat umah kakak aku... why the title is fright night???? jeng jeng jeng.. hahahaha
malam tadik dalam bilit aku ada sowg mbiak... kawan kepada rumate aku tiba2 menjerit... macam kenak rasuk.. histeria mungkin.. first aku xdengar gilak... ngantok geng.. dah beberapa hari tok aku insomnia sik pat tido.. adoi.. malam tadik sebab penat gilerr jalan, polah aku kepak n ngantok.. aku tida jam 11 lebih gia... then jam 12 33 tgh mlm.. damn it, aku terbangun bila dengar ada owg menjerit.. asa nak manas indah aku time ya... hahahaha tapi bila rumate aku padah pasal what had happen.. GOD, it give me goosebumps... meremang bulu roma.. honestly, at first pas dengar aku ok jak.. ntah sik lamak kak ya, aku baring atas katil aku.. i think nothing... but badan aku sangat asa numb.. sampe aku sikpat asa apa cne badan aku... nebes aku bukan men.. macam2 dalam palak aku.. tapi aku sik pikir pasal hantu or apa.. tapi aku pikir takut mbiak ya ada masalah mental.. bukan padah nya gila.. maybe under stress or something.. takut aku mun nya pande jadi agressive.. takut aku dowh... nasib apat balit umah malam ya... apa gik aku balit umah kakak ku... sepanjang perjalanan Alhamdulillah aku dapat tenangkan diri biarpun masih takut... huhu bila sampe umah aku dah tenang wak dah... Alhamdullilah aku dapaty tido nyenyak malam ya biar terbangun.. malam tok sik apat lok aku nak tido bilit.. so aku agak my savior lah... hehehehe can't wait to see my savior.. honestly, i feel most at ease in my savior's arms...
dat the stories... oh ya.. dah start kuliah dah... i need to be more focus this sem.. may GOD BLESS ME ALWAYS... salam..
malam tadik dalam bilit aku ada sowg mbiak... kawan kepada rumate aku tiba2 menjerit... macam kenak rasuk.. histeria mungkin.. first aku xdengar gilak... ngantok geng.. dah beberapa hari tok aku insomnia sik pat tido.. adoi.. malam tadik sebab penat gilerr jalan, polah aku kepak n ngantok.. aku tida jam 11 lebih gia... then jam 12 33 tgh mlm.. damn it, aku terbangun bila dengar ada owg menjerit.. asa nak manas indah aku time ya... hahahaha tapi bila rumate aku padah pasal what had happen.. GOD, it give me goosebumps... meremang bulu roma.. honestly, at first pas dengar aku ok jak.. ntah sik lamak kak ya, aku baring atas katil aku.. i think nothing... but badan aku sangat asa numb.. sampe aku sikpat asa apa cne badan aku... nebes aku bukan men.. macam2 dalam palak aku.. tapi aku sik pikir pasal hantu or apa.. tapi aku pikir takut mbiak ya ada masalah mental.. bukan padah nya gila.. maybe under stress or something.. takut aku mun nya pande jadi agressive.. takut aku dowh... nasib apat balit umah malam ya... apa gik aku balit umah kakak ku... sepanjang perjalanan Alhamdulillah aku dapat tenangkan diri biarpun masih takut... huhu bila sampe umah aku dah tenang wak dah... Alhamdullilah aku dapaty tido nyenyak malam ya biar terbangun.. malam tok sik apat lok aku nak tido bilit.. so aku agak my savior lah... hehehehe can't wait to see my savior.. honestly, i feel most at ease in my savior's arms...
dat the stories... oh ya.. dah start kuliah dah... i need to be more focus this sem.. may GOD BLESS ME ALWAYS... salam..
Thursday 15 September 2011
SHORT stories
malam tadik... aku mengganas... ntah, i just feel like it...bukan sengaja.. tapi dalam sik sedar aku dah kaco nya... i cant even stop myself.. and i like the feeling... hehehehe bila diingat2... how i wish the nite wont end... i really love what i see, what i feel and what i touch... it just feel like heaven.. hahahaha (mampus aku mun akak aku baca tok..) but icnt help to write... SAYANG... I MISS YOUR SCENT AND YOUR LOVE... BRING ME TO LIFE... i dont need a doctor.. i just NEED YOU!!!!
Monday 12 September 2011
my memories...
6/September 2011
hari ya, aku balit kuching ngan akak aku sekali kazen ku tumpang.. dat is da day that i wait the most.. is to meet my beloved.. kekeke lamak sik jumpa nya.. nasib hari ya akak sanggup antar coz nya sik apat amik coz keta sewa polah hal.. sakit hati betul aku time ya... dari jauh bila tangga nya... tunggu aku ngan senyuman yang menggoda hahaha sangat mencairkan hati.. hehe msenyuman aku pun makin lebar sampe ke telinga.. hehehe... rindu terubat.. then, bila dah akak ku balit.. sempat aku ngan lover aku bermesra.. hahaha windu nya gilak3... sepanjang seminggu ya aku happy sanagt2 ngan nya..
cuma sigek hari ya, aku terbaca n membaca diarinya... nya masih windu owg len polah hati ku hancur gilak2... aku ingat selama tok nya dah lupak kan pompuan ya.. but nya sik.. sedih eh.. aku try honestly i try to hold the tears.. tapi bila nya dekat peluk aku.. terus air nata ya jatuh sendiri.. honestly, i wnt to act strong.. but i couldn't... i don't want to see my lover to see me crying.. and also i cnn't... saat ya honestly, it break my heart. sorry to say this sayang.. but you break my heart dat time...
then, paling best hari jumaat.. malam.. sabtu siangnya.. hehehehe.. hepi sangat2 dapat bersamanya.. hanya kami berdua.. kekeke... dapat luang masa ngan nya.. my attention is only at my lover... cuma sigek slang.. nya kelahi ngan kawan ku yang bernama adam.. salah time da adam mala kol.. heran aku pa mimpi.. selama tok jarang.. tiba2 malam ya.. panas gerek aku.. nasib aku dapat control.. mun sik perang dingin gik la kamek duak.. i really hate it when it happen....
pa gik di cita owh.. windu cintaku... lak sambuing gik... hehehe.. bubbye
hari ya, aku balit kuching ngan akak aku sekali kazen ku tumpang.. dat is da day that i wait the most.. is to meet my beloved.. kekeke lamak sik jumpa nya.. nasib hari ya akak sanggup antar coz nya sik apat amik coz keta sewa polah hal.. sakit hati betul aku time ya... dari jauh bila tangga nya... tunggu aku ngan senyuman yang menggoda hahaha sangat mencairkan hati.. hehe msenyuman aku pun makin lebar sampe ke telinga.. hehehe... rindu terubat.. then, bila dah akak ku balit.. sempat aku ngan lover aku bermesra.. hahaha windu nya gilak3... sepanjang seminggu ya aku happy sanagt2 ngan nya..
cuma sigek hari ya, aku terbaca n membaca diarinya... nya masih windu owg len polah hati ku hancur gilak2... aku ingat selama tok nya dah lupak kan pompuan ya.. but nya sik.. sedih eh.. aku try honestly i try to hold the tears.. tapi bila nya dekat peluk aku.. terus air nata ya jatuh sendiri.. honestly, i wnt to act strong.. but i couldn't... i don't want to see my lover to see me crying.. and also i cnn't... saat ya honestly, it break my heart. sorry to say this sayang.. but you break my heart dat time...
then, paling best hari jumaat.. malam.. sabtu siangnya.. hehehehe.. hepi sangat2 dapat bersamanya.. hanya kami berdua.. kekeke... dapat luang masa ngan nya.. my attention is only at my lover... cuma sigek slang.. nya kelahi ngan kawan ku yang bernama adam.. salah time da adam mala kol.. heran aku pa mimpi.. selama tok jarang.. tiba2 malam ya.. panas gerek aku.. nasib aku dapat control.. mun sik perang dingin gik la kamek duak.. i really hate it when it happen....
pa gik di cita owh.. windu cintaku... lak sambuing gik... hehehe.. bubbye
FroZe...
"Froze"
[Verse 1:]
I've lost my temperature
Where've all my sunny days gone
Is there any place to stay warm
It's not easy when your gone
Tell me how I'm s'pose to go on
Right now I don't be strong
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 2:]
My heart stuggles to beat yeah
I need a life line
And I would rather die
Before I, start to freeze yeah
Live my life in fear, no way
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Bridge:]
I am so cold
My body's frozen
I am so cold
Frozen
Froze (my body is froze)
[X8]
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 1:]
I've lost my temperature
Where've all my sunny days gone
Is there any place to stay warm
It's not easy when your gone
Tell me how I'm s'pose to go on
Right now I don't be strong
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Verse 2:]
My heart stuggles to beat yeah
I need a life line
And I would rather die
Before I, start to freeze yeah
Live my life in fear, no way
With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[Bridge:]
I am so cold
My body's frozen
I am so cold
Frozen
Froze (my body is froze)
[X8]
[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
Monday 5 September 2011
PHENINGG...
adpi, hari tok aku e-daftar and daftar kolej, damn sik pat daftar kursus pg.. sedih eh, dah aku malas maouk jalan gik petang tok, i wish kat umah ada wireless... sik perlu susah2.. terpaks g ctok gik kaktok, malas eh.. tapi apakan daya dah terpaksa, lak sik terdaftar course ya payah wak, terpaksa repeat sem.. sik larat derr... cukup2 la 3 tahun aku kat unimas ya.. hahaha bukan aku tak suka tapi aku memang tak larat gik nak blaja.. asa maok keja... huhu
esok aku balit kuching sama keta ngan kakakku.. yang best nya petang aku sampai2 kesayanganku datang amik aku.. hehehe sik sangka dapat juak mek duak bertahan aku cuti 4 bulan.. k lah akak aku dah sampai.. bubbye..
esok aku balit kuching sama keta ngan kakakku.. yang best nya petang aku sampai2 kesayanganku datang amik aku.. hehehe sik sangka dapat juak mek duak bertahan aku cuti 4 bulan.. k lah akak aku dah sampai.. bubbye..
Friday 2 September 2011
TAKE CONTROL OVER ME...
Let's go take a ride in your car
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be
I think it's time to let you know
The way I feel when you take hold
One single touch from you, I'm gone
Still got the rush when I'm alone
I think it is time I let you know
Take all of me, I will devote
You set me free, my body's yours
It feels the best when you're involved
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
Baby, baby, can't you see?
That I'm giving all of me
So, it's up to you now
We could let time pass away
I'll make an excuse to play
But, it's up to you now
Just wanna fulfill your needs
While you're taking over me
So, what do you want now?
Take a picture, make a show
'Cause nobody has to know
All the ways that we get down
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be
I think it's time to let you know
The way I feel when you take hold
One single touch from you, I'm gone
Still got the rush when I'm alone
I think it is time I let you know
Take all of me, I will devote
You set me free, my body's yours
It feels the best when you're involved
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
I want you to take over control
Take over control
Take take take take over control
Oh oh oh, I want you to take over control
Plug it in and turn me on
Baby, baby, can't you see?
That I'm giving all of me
So, it's up to you now
We could let time pass away
I'll make an excuse to play
But, it's up to you now
Just wanna fulfill your needs
While you're taking over me
So, what do you want now?
Take a picture, make a show
'Cause nobody has to know
All the ways that we get down
i NEED a DOCTOR!!!!
"I Need A Doctor"
(feat. Dr. Dre & Liz Rodriguez)
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
[Eminem]
I told the World one day I would pay it back
say it on tape, and lay it, record it
so that one day I could play it back
but I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that
ya'll starting to creep in, everyday it's so grey and black
hope, I just need a ray of that
cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em
they just say its wack
they don't know what dope is
and I don't know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this,
all I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
you picked me up, breathing life in me
I owe my life to you
but for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
but it just dawned on me you lost a son
daemons fighting you, it's dark.
let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realize what you mean to me
not the slightest clue
cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
you gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fucking mic
or you gon hug me
but I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle
you come to me with ideas
you say there just pieces so I'm puzzled
cause the shit I hear is crazy
but your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
seems like your own opinion's not one you can form
cant make a decision you keep questioning yourself
second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
like I'm your leader
your supposed to fucking be my mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
it was YOU, who believed in me
when everyone was telling you don't sign me
everyone at the fucking label, lets tell the truth
you risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy
Dre, I'm crying in this booth
you saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours
but I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
but I ain't giving up faith and you ain't giving up on me
get up Dre, I'm dying, I need you, come back for fuck's sake cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
bring me back to life
bring me back to life
(I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life)
[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
but I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though
you walked in, yellow jump suit
whole room, cracked jokes
once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
went through friends, some of them I put on
but they just left, they said they was riding to the death
but where the fuck are they now
now that I need them, I don't see none of them
all I see is Slim
fuck all you fair-weather friends
all I need is him
fucking backstabbers
when the chips were down you just laughed at us
now you bout to feel the fucking wrath of aftermath, faggots
you gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
you can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
little crack a jack beat making wack math,
backwards producers, I'm back bastards
one more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause...
[Chorus - Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
you've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!
4 Syawal...
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pa gik owh.. alu blur palak otak ku... hehehe lak sambung gik mun da idea gudbye for now... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
alooooha kawan2 ku sekalian, hehehe sik sempat nak g online time firt raya riya, buzy gilerrrr sampe sik larat nak polah keja len, jadi owg cuci pinggan.. pa sik nya raya pertama macam besa umah mek owg nang akan ada kenduri raya pas sembahyang raya... petang plak g melawat kubur arwah nenek and atuk2 ku... windu ngan cidak... Al-Fatihah untuk cidak...
raya tok aku asa mang sik terasa tapi ada kegembiraan aku rasa biarpun sik sebahagia time kecik2 dolok... hehehe raya tok aku dapat rayakan dengan cintaku.. selalunya time raya la aku mala jak putus cinta... mun sik putus cinta pun, kelaie jejejak ngan gerek2 aku yang dolok.. kinek tok sowng jak hehe dah setia dah.. kekeke hepi la dapat raya tahun tok sekali gik bersama keluarga tersayang. biarpun sik pat dengan cintaku, at least ada fn pkei meseg nya.. cerita pasal fn tok, nang la aku geram sgt coz malam raya fn aku tiba2 rosak.. sik pat dicharging.. adoi, habes duit k atur gik lak.. parai2.. nang la aku frust bila tangga duit hilang kedak ya juak especially ntam fn and lap top aku ya.. lap top dah rm200 hilang, fn tok sik tauk gik... mintak murah jak.. aku bajet ada seratus jak tok.. mun lebih, ikat perut la nampak gayanya...
sik maok cita sal ya, kita cita sal baju raya aku plak.. sedih baju rayaku sik siap2 sampe la kinek tok... dah raya keempat.. ikut hati mau dihentam, dipecah, dicekik owng yang polah baju ya.. tapi, apakan daya kita manusia yang lemah tidak mempunyai hak untuk mencabut mana2 nyawa yang hidup di dunia ini... jd, kite sabo je lah.. huhu nasib ada baju jubah dipkei raya pertama ya.. alim semacam aku. padahal bukan men gik gila hahahaha anyway, sebab jubah ya, start balit aku pkei selendang.. hehehe owg padah aku kacak.. sik tauk la.. no komen huhu
pa gik owh.. alu blur palak otak ku... hehehe lak sambung gik mun da idea gudbye for now... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
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